Venting In less than four hours Ill be dead

[diaryofadg]

In less than four hours Ill (probably, if everything goes well) be dead.
The reason I don't feel as sad as I probably should is because I have this weird thing where I feel like I'm the only real person and everyone else is fake and I was put here as a punishment. I guess Idont a hundred percent believe that though if I'm writing notes.
My birthday wish has been death since I was ten. I prayed every night for everything to disappear. I finally wont have to remember or go through abuse anymorei
I'm so happy

 

[LunarLight]

Safe travels, my friends, I hope you finally find the peace you've been searching for. What is your method?

 

[maniac116]

In less than four hours Ill (probably, if everything goes well) be dead.
The reason I don't feel as sad as I probably should is because I have this weird thing where I feel like I'm the only real person and everyone else is fake and I was put here as a punishment. I guess Idont a hundred percent believe that though if I'm writing notes.
My birthday wish has been death since I was ten. I prayed every night for everything to disappear. I finally wont have to remember or go through abuse anymorei
I'm so happy

 

[diaryofadg]

Safe travels, my friends, I hope you finally find the peace you've been searching for. What is your method?

Train

 

[LunarLight]

Train

Okay, good luck. And don't forget, it's not shameful to back out if you're not sure yet.

 

[astr4]

I finally wont have to remember or go through abuse anymorei

it's always bittersweet knowing that so many of us are here because we were treated so unfairly by others before... i'm so sorry life has led you here. i hope you are able to find the peace you seek.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. Safe travels and good luck! I hope u find peace!

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish for attaining peace and rest.

 

[bandoscii]

Wish the best to you hope everything goes well and you will achieve the rest you want