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littlemushroom

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May 17, 2021
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Have quetiapine, fluoxetine, propranolol and lorazepam. Can't physically speak anymore, can barely move. Want it to be all over. At least the sense that it could be, just need my dad to leave my room for 5 minutes so I can. Wish me luck, everyone
 
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DoubleUp8

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Dec 14, 2023
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Don't do that. The probability that you will die is close to zero and you probably end up in hospital psych ward
 
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littlemushroom

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May 17, 2021
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Then what do I do? I want it all to stop so badly.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Have quetiapine, fluoxetine, propranolol and lorazepam. Can't physically speak anymore, can barely move. Want it to be all over. At least the sense that it could be, just need my dad to leave my room for 5 minutes so I can. Wish me luck, everyone
It's horrible what you are going through. Nobody can understand how bad extreme pain and extreme torture can get and how it can happen to anyone

If these morons would realize that even if they had 1% chance of 1/1000th the pain they would kill themselves today.

It's beyond evil these monsters have stolen everyone's right to escape excruciating pain and extreme torture.
 
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sugarh1gh

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Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
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I don't know if you have done it, but I hope you didn't suffer. I wish you good luck, peace, and freedom.
 
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littlemushroom

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May 17, 2021
15
Then what do I do? I want it all to stop so badly
I don't know if you have done it, but I hope you didn't suffer. I wish you good luck, peace, and freedom.
thank you, that is very kind. unfortunately, I am still very much here
 
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