tpboy
No Karma Cafe
- Aug 4, 2023
- 495
I never wanted to die. I don't think i have ever been depressed but, i find myself so physically fucked up now from injuries and illness that i must go. I have some decent methods that others would not mind having on here. Still, i just am not sure i can do it. I have been trying to get my courage up for years as my misery increases. I am in the usa and not that far from Canada. They are saying that the MAID policy is pretty liberal. 7 percent of the people in Vancouver are now dying to MAID. Im thinking that maybe i could move up there even though it would be very hard and wait out my time to become a citizen and then apply. Sorta like a suicide tourist but taking a little longer. Now ia is telling me that shit aint gonna happen either.
Looks as if the Canada policy says you have to have a certain level of health or they will not allow you to become a citizen. Something about you will overreach the healthcare system. They may have to spend too much money on my fucked up ass! I think back to a movie i liked long ago called Training Day. Afonze is trying to get his rookie to murder Roger. He will not do it. Alfonzo then states that if you want something done right you ust have to do it yourself. Then he blows Roger away with a 12 gauge. That is about the way i feel.
FEN has too much paperwork and you have to source everything. MAID in Canade will not let outsiders in. USA maid says you have to be near death and sill a oral solution. SWISS is long flight and still a lot of work and money. Not even sure i would be approved. When you are suffering more than anyone can bear why does it have to be so hard to get help. Please anyone feel free to chime in. Im getting desperate
Looks as if the Canada policy says you have to have a certain level of health or they will not allow you to become a citizen. Something about you will overreach the healthcare system. They may have to spend too much money on my fucked up ass! I think back to a movie i liked long ago called Training Day. Afonze is trying to get his rookie to murder Roger. He will not do it. Alfonzo then states that if you want something done right you ust have to do it yourself. Then he blows Roger away with a 12 gauge. That is about the way i feel.
FEN has too much paperwork and you have to source everything. MAID in Canade will not let outsiders in. USA maid says you have to be near death and sill a oral solution. SWISS is long flight and still a lot of work and money. Not even sure i would be approved. When you are suffering more than anyone can bear why does it have to be so hard to get help. Please anyone feel free to chime in. Im getting desperate
