In a fucked up way.. i don't want to accidentally die.

[1DayItWillBover]

I don't want to die in my sleep. I don't want to die in a car accident. I don't want to get terminal cancer. I don't want to get murdered.

I want to die by my own doing

 

[Squiddy]

I wish a meteor would hit Earth and only take me out

 

[Skyview]

I wish a meteor would hit Earth and only take me out

No you can't have it , it's got my name on it , find your own

 

[Squiddy]

No you can't have it , it's got my name on it , find your own

I guess we could share the meteor

 

[Skyview]

I guess we could share the meteor

Depends....if you were to bring chocolate or ice cream it would seal the deal

 

[Squiddy]

Depends....if you were to bring chocolate or ice cream it would seal the deal

Deal. I'll bring the chocolate ice cream

 

[Skyview]

Deal. I'll bring the chocolate ice cream

 

[Carina]

I've been hoping for a meteror so long... I didn't care if it was heat seeking and only picked up my body temp.

 

[Skyview]

I've been hoping for a meteror so long... I didn't care if it was heat seeking and only picked up my body temp.

@Squiddy we got a queue jumper here and no choc ice cream

 

[not.happy201]

In 2020, the chances of me dying from illness, accident or violence, are going to be much higher than me dying from directly committing suicide. I'll make sure that I don't get chronic illness or disability, instead of dying, but this stuff requires lots of planning.

It will feel a little bit lighter on my soul, than drinking SN, etc.

 

[Carina]

@Squiddy we got a queue jumper here and no choc ice cream

OK, it can be bigger, or how about it can split and read minds and take out those who want it?

 

[Squiddy]

@Squiddy we got a queue jumper here and no choc ice cream

 

[Woodnote]

I want to be the one to choose if I live or die. I've never wanted to die accidentally. I want the choice. Even if it will be the hardest choice I will ever make.

 

[Skyview]

OK, it can be bigger, or how about it can split and read minds and take out those who want it?

Of course , everyone is welcome , be a hell of a goodbye thread

 

[Carina]

I want to be the one to choose if I live or die. I've never wanted to die accidentally. I want the choice. Even if it will be the hardest choice I will ever make.

Totally my preference to be honest -- always known I'd end up dieing by my hand (or at least hoping!) Anything shy of instant death not noticing it happened which I wouldn't be opposed to entirely.

 

[Skyview]

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Oh how I need this , damn you Squiddy

 

[Squiddy]

I might just go get some ice cream

 

[Skyview]

I don't want to die in my sleep. I don't want to die in a car accident. I don't want to get terminal cancer. I don't want to get murdered.

I want to die by my own doing

If I could die in my sleep tonight I would be ecstatic, no need for SN

 

[Squiddy]

If I could die in my sleep tonight I would be ecstatic, no need for SN

That would be nice too

 

[Despondent]

I would rather die at the cause of my own hands then die with it being an accident or how "life works". I see so many comments about how others wish a meteor would hit earth and take only them out, and I couldn't agree more with feeling the same way for myself. It would bother me if it had taken out others, so I would wish for it to take only me out if only it were actually possible.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

If I had a choice I think I would rather just go in my sleep but since that won't happen I'm taking matters into my own hands. There is no way I am going to die naturally of old age alone in pain in a nursing home like I have seen some of my family members do. The meteor would work for me too!

 

[Squiddy]

If I had a choice I think I would rather just go in my sleep but since that won't happen I'm taking matters into my own hands. There is no way I am going to die naturally of old age alone in pain in a nursing home like I have seen some of my family members do. The meteor would work for me too!

Alright. Let's all wish for a meteor to hit the Earth, but only kill the members of SS who want it

 

[Carina]

See, the one thing I'd like just dieing in sleep is this: at least there's fewer questions. Might just be leftover thoughts from me never wanting it to look like a ctb thing too. Now? whatever, it is what it is, not going to hide it.

Meteor has same--but it'd make the news, and I kind of always wanted to go out with something big.

 

[Skyview]

I don't want to die in my sleep. I don't want to die in a car accident. I don't want to get terminal cancer. I don't want to get murdered.

I want to die by my own doing

Get busy living or get busy dying

If I had a choice I think I would rather just go in my sleep but since that won't happen I'm taking matters into my own hands. There is no way I am going to die naturally of old age alone in pain in a nursing home like I have seen some of my family members do. The meteor would work for me too!

If I had a choice I think I would rather just go in my sleep but since that won't happen I'm taking matters into my own hands. There is no way I am going to die naturally of old age alone in pain in a nursing home like I have seen some of my family members do. The meteor would work for me too!

If I had a choice I think I would rather just go in my sleep but since that won't happen I'm taking matters into my own hands. There is no way I am going to die naturally of old age alone in pain in a nursing home like I have seen some of my family members do. The meteor would work for me too!

Absolutely agree , been to a nursing home and it's a big fat NO

 

[Wayfaerer]

It's truly special to be able to decide when you die.

 

[Moonicide]

After I found this forum and realized I had the right to end my life with dignity meant so much to me. I understand where you are coming from. I don't want life to take me out, I want to take me out... I do not want to live to see myself battle more illnesses and become even more fragile. Everyone should have the right to put an end to their suffering. And for us to come together here and now have that knowledge to do those things with dignity is a really nice feeling.

 

[Meant2Die]

If you want to kill yourself "by your own doing" then consider yourself very lucky. I love life and even the sad parts often left me with gratitude in the past, but since becoming chronically ill 15 years ago and my health getting progressively worse I'm forced to CTB bc it's getting to a really bad point where i'm not dead yet, but suffering greatly. I don't want to die, but the symptoms, pain, etc are only going to get worse and I can't allow that kind of suffering to continue. So to answer the Q, yes I WOULD LOVE to die accidentally. In fact, since getting my method together and having a full intention of doing it on lockdown, I've been talking to "god", "source", "universe" whatever you want to call it, half jokingly telling it like "See, I'm def gonna do it, theres no turning back, so why not just take me out naturally and at least spare my family/friends the pain of having a loved one commit suicide". No matter how often I talk to it or pray.. its not happening.. lol.. so it looks like CTB it is.