Impulsively spending money

[virtux]

I'm not sure why but i've been spending thousands a day comming up to ctb day. Any one the same?

 

[Azzy69]

Do you think it is because you know you are going to be dead soon, and it does not matter if you have a small amount of money left?

 

[Moonicide]

Yes, absolutely. I've been spending money like crazy since I will more than likely be ctbing this month. There's less restraint and responsibility there, which I've been enjoying. It's been freeing for me... But I am saving enough to get Christmas presents for my loved ones before I pass.

 

[zherhk]

I've been spending a lot of money in the last 2-3 months.

 

[Ark]

I wish. My health doesn't allow me to work and I literally spent everything I had to buy my means to CTB. I know how trivial this is but I constantly wish I could win a scratch off ticket or something just so I could buy a few Christmas presents and go to the casino near me one time before I CTB. Being broke sucks lol. I would literally cut off a finger and sell it to get some presents and go to the casino the day before I passed. I know how pathetic that is, but if I can't be honest now when can I be.

 

[Manja]

Bought some coconut water today...expensive shit...I thought it's gonna be awesome...but it tasted like vomit...almost threw up on the street