Impulsive ctb

[rachybee]

I feel like I'm gonna be impulsive today with my attempt at ctb. I'm not sure it will work. But I want to try. I a t to end this I can't cope anymore but my SN isn't here yet.

I wanna use my belt in my door. Also sh a lot too blades.
So maybe. It could be impulsive. But I've thought about this for 3 or so months.

I'm gonna do my wrists as feep
As I can. And im
Gonna take all medication I have.

O have quetiapine, sertraline and lamotragjne.

Who this kill me?

 

[Loaf of bread]

See these threads:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Please reconsider! both overdose and cutting are very unlikely to result in CTB. If I remember correctly prescription overdose is ~10% and cutting is single digit %.

Highly likely outcome (almost guarranteed) is to be in a hospital, possibly with a stay at a mental institution (not good). Possibly with damage to liver ect (also not good). If lucky perhaps one may shrug it off without requiring hospitalization.

 

[rachybee]

I just wanna go. To 'catch the bus'. Before my SN arrives.

I'm tired.
Sorry. Imma whingy bitch

 

[maniac116]

Your plan is doomed to fail & could possibly cause physical harm. Psych meds are fairly safe these days. Your plan has a very high failure rate. Add to that the impulsivity & you're guaranteed failure.
It will be seen as a suicide attempt & you risk being locked up in a psych ward involuntarily

 

[LukaParrot]

It's just my opinion but dont do it in a impulsive way.

Initially I was gonna use a belt and asphyxiation, but... my god, it's a very hard way to go, the body and the mind will fight againt your will to breath.

If you have the time, think a lot about what you are going to do. You decide, you can proceed or give up, there is no shame on that because it's your life, it's your right to decide.

I'm doing my CTB the same way I did when stopped smoking, plan, set a date and stopped smoking cigarettes without any drug or product.

I plan to leave on 10-jan, i'm trying to use that timespan to see if I have any doubts, and in my personal experience, everyday is the same, i look at the mirror at just see a old guy, no self-pitty, that wanna rest in peace. My mind is tired and burnout and my body too, I feel a lot of pain in my back due to the years of dedication to unworth job/study.

 

[TheHolySword]

Impulse decisions often lead to failure for various reasons. Your specific methods are not safe or effective and can lead to serious permanent injury and make your suffering far worse. I am so sorry that your life has led you to this point, but I would strongly urge you to reconsider and think through your next steps.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I know it's going to be difficult and easier said than done due to the amount of suffering that causes us to be desperate but, please, please wait for the SN to arrive. If you attempt right now with those meds, you have a higher chance of failing and you could potentially be compromising your future by having pro lifers monitor you and take your SN away. I know it's going to be difficult but enduring your suffering until the SN arrives would cause you to be heavily rewarded later down the line by having access to a method that is reliable and relatively peaceful. Being in immense pain in the present will help your future significantly but I know that it's going be difficult to go through due to the amount of pain that you're in. Nonetheless, I wish you all the best and I hope that you find peace soon