Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
Right
I just got fired from work and I'll be homeless soon so I would rather die in dignity before then

Questions ;
If I send a good bye to someone right before drinking N and they called an ambulance would it be too late even if they cam within 10 to 20 minutes ? I can't send an email and my method is one bottle of N I'm female medium body
2 how can I ensure my privacy? I mean I don't want media to report my name& pics

Do you have any other advice for me? With N I just drink the whole bottle without water correct ?
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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Please don't do things impulsively. What happened with your dog?. Is there anyone you can call?. I'm sure you'll get your answers about N right away but please make sure you make a rational, carefully planned decision.
 
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LiesAndLigatures

LiesAndLigatures

Please kill me. Please? PLEASE!
Nov 8, 2020
143
I can't answer these questions, but I recommend checking if your phone can do scheduled texts. I have a galaxy s7, and it has a feature where I can schedule texts hours or days in advance.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Sorry for the loss of your job. :hug: I know you can do delayed email's or just leave a note. (Which is probably better)
I think drinking water with N would dilute it.

 
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Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

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Aug 12, 2020
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Sorry to hear about your situation. If you're drinking one bottle, good to have a 24 hour period where you are not found. Do not drink with water. You need AEs and fasting as per regime. I would do delayed email. Media generally don't report suicide. If you're concerned, leave a note asking for privacy.
 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

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Jun 15, 2020
208
Please don't do things impulsively. What happened with your dog?. Is there anyone you can call?. I'm sure you'll get your answers about N right away but please make sure you make a rational, carefully planned decision.
I don't have family or anything I live alone I work to pay my bills if I lost my job I lost everything
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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I don't have family or anything I live alone I work to pay my bills if I lost my job I lost everything
Aren't you eligible for severance pay? Why did you lose your job? I am sorry you're having it so difficult my dear
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

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Sep 10, 2018
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I'm sorry you lost your job. I highly believe government should just give everyone a free house on their 18th birthday so that things like homelessness (or suffering in an apartment) wouldn't exist (unless fire destroys home etc.). Even if it was a small single house with a small yard. Homelessness is just too cruel.

I don't remember how long N takes, but I'd suggest to be careful and not make anyone call an ambulance. And there's also the possibility that after sending the final text, you'll be unable to drink the N. So you might end up in a situation where someone thinks you're gonna die, panics, and calls 911, only to find out that you're unharmed. Just a hypothetical situation to be aware of.

If emails or delayed text messages don't work, and in case you don't know their post address and can't send a letter, maybe writing a letter and putting it somewhere and then writing a text message about the letter would work. Very out-of-box, but that's one possibility. Something like "Hey, this might sound weird, but I wrote a letter for you, it's [letter's location]." They wouldn't think of calling 911, but they'd most likely eventually search and find your letter after hearing of your death.

I don't know about privacy, but at least in my country, they never show pics or name of dead people.

If you have a dog like one user said, please give it to animal shelter, before you ctb.
 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

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Jun 15, 2020
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I'm sorry you lost your job. I highly believe government should just give everyone a free house on their 18th birthday so that things like homelessness (or suffering in an apartment) wouldn't exist (unless fire destroys home etc.). Even if it was a small single house with a small yard. Homelessness is just too cruel.

I don't remember how long N takes, but I'd suggest to be careful and not make anyone call an ambulance. And there's also the possibility that after sending the final text, you'll be unable to drink the N. So you might end up in a situation where someone thinks you're gonna die, panics, and calls 911, only to find out that you're unharmed. Just a hypothetical situation to be aware of.

If emails or delayed text messages don't work, and in case you don't know their post address and can't send a letter, maybe writing a letter and putting it somewhere and then writing a text message about the letter would work. Very out-of-box, but that's one possibility. Something like "Hey, this might sound weird, but I wrote a letter for you, it's [letter's location]." They wouldn't think of calling 911, but they'd most likely eventually search and find your letter after hearing of your death.

I don't know about privacy, but at least in my country, they never show pics or name of dead people.

If you have a dog like one user said, please give it to animal shelter, before you ctb.
What is your country ?
already did with the dog
 
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Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

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Feb 3, 2021
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can you file for unemployment benefits
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
566
Cold you post them a letter?
 
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Endeavour

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Are you okay @Abir_london?
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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Doesn't a full-grown adult require two full bottles of N to CTB? Or did she get the Dolethal variant?
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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Doesn't a full-grown adult require two full bottles of N to CTB? Or did she get the Dolethal variant?
I wondered that as well I always thought it was 2.
 
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Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

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Aug 12, 2020
349
I wondered that as well I always thought it was 2.
If people only have one, high chances it will still work, they just need to not be found for longer period (24 hours). Two bottles just makes it quicker. People who have survived from one bottle has been medical intervention.
 
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Octavina

Octavina

Paint the black hole blacker
Jan 9, 2021
186
Where did you get the N from? I need it to die as well
Also I think people on here just drink it
 
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Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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If people only have one, high chances it will still work, they just need to not be found for longer period (24 hours). Two bottles just makes it quicker. People who have survived from one bottle has been medical intervention.
This is good to know... Is this the case for Pisabental brand as well (which isn't considered to be as potent)?
 
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Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

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Aug 12, 2020
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This is good to know... Is this the case for Pisabental brand as well (which isn't considered to be as potent)?
Yeah, PPH said that one bottle is enough. Might be different for a very fit young person. A bottle of D, does two people. People just take two bottles of N to make sure. But plenty on here have taken one and been sweet. Just don't get found soon after.
 
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rs929

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I'm worried about her :(
 
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