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Parnate

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Dec 16, 2021
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I hate myself for this but can't help myself. I want everything to be my way. The way I like. If things dont happen that ways I lose my mind. I don't express my anger and frustration but internally I am outraged. And this makes me want to ctb cause I feel sad about life going so bad for me. Sometimes even trivial things make me go crazy.
 
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May 31, 2025
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I hate myself for this but can't help myself. I want everything to be my way. The way I like. If things dont happen that ways I lose my mind. I don't express my anger and frustration but internally I am outraged. And this makes me want to ctb cause I feel sad about life going so bad for me. Sometimes even trivial things make me go crazy.
I hope you don't have to hate yourself! It's a pretty normal thing. Would it feel better to just say "oh, there I go again...getting to attached to a certain outcome. I'll try to be a little more flexible next time".
 

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