GoingNowhereFast
Member
- Feb 11, 2020
- 16
Thereisnothing
Enlightened
- Jan 4, 2020
- 1,604
I have no qualms about where I am going, firm believer in afterlife and dont believe in hell..........earth can be hell enough without another one when we pass to spirit. I have lived a good, kind and gentle life, so hope to go where I believe I shall.
I believe I will go to Heaven when I die because, Jesus died for me.
GoingNowhereFast
Member
- Feb 11, 2020
- 16
No hell? What does your afterlife look like then?
I don't think I've lived a terrible life but I don't think I've done enough to be deserving of heaven.
I think you should open your mind.... (nice avatar btw)
My thoughts on this :
My thoughts on this :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/have-you-ever-thought-of-afterlife.26403/post-479607
RealLostSoul
once rock bottom, always rock bottom
- Oct 11, 2019
- 211
I can't bring myself to believe in heaven or hell. But i am not so sure about afterlife. I think i saw a ghost when i was around 16.
purplemoon
I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
- Sep 22, 2019
- 394
heaven and hell are all too real darlings...(plus an odd giant black void in between)
had NDE some years ago, trust me... hell (full of evil demons) is even worse than this life in the physical realm.
there was a physics professor with a PhD in a couple of sciences, and he was known on the university campus for being popular as he would speak with any student about any topic, even if they were not a science major.
This man was like a renowned genius, and when I asked him if he believed in life after death, he said he absolutely knows it. (energy never dies, only changes form)
Just food for thought, since people on here are contemplating it, just my opinion and my experience,... i respect your right to your opinion also...
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GoingNowhereFast
Member
- Feb 11, 2020
- 16
(plus an odd giant black void in between)
had NDE some years ago, trust me... hell (full of evil demons) is even worse than this life in the physical realm.
there was a physics professor with a PhD in a couple of sciences, and he was known on the university campus for being popular as he would speak with any student about any topic, even if they were not a science major.
This man was like a renowned genius, and when I asked him if he believed in life after death, he said he absolutely knows it. (energy never dies, only changes form)
Just food for thought, since people on here are contemplating it, just my opinion and my experience,... i respect your right to your opinion also...
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So because he is intelligent and he says that there is an afterlife, you believe him? Ok.. anything other than that to support your theory?
Good NDE youtube by Howard Storm. Interesting experience. Changed his life.
(plus an odd giant black void in between)
had NDE some years ago, trust me... hell (full of evil demons) is even worse than this life in the physical realm.
there was a physics professor with a PhD in a couple of sciences, and he was known on the university campus for being popular as he would speak with any student about any topic, even if they were not a science major.
This man was like a renowned genius, and when I asked him if he believed in life after death, he said he absolutely knows it. (energy never dies, only changes form)
Just food for thought, since people on here are contemplating it, just my opinion and my experience,... i respect your right to your opinion also...
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one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
pls check out youtube/howardstorm, interesting NDE.
I am not sure I agree. Pls check out youtube/howardstorm, interesting NDE.
Iloveyouall
Mage
- Feb 12, 2020
- 501
You mean, you took a glimpse of Hell when you NDE ? What do you remember ?
(plus an odd giant black void in between)
had NDE some years ago, trust me... hell (full of evil demons) is even worse than this life in the physical realm.
there was a physics professor with a PhD in a couple of sciences, and he was known on the university campus for being popular as he would speak with any student about any topic, even if they were not a science major.
This man was like a renowned genius, and when I asked him if he believed in life after death, he said he absolutely knows it. (energy never dies, only changes form)
Just food for thought, since people on here are contemplating it, just my opinion and my experience,... i respect your right to your opinion also...
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Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
Heaven and hell are manmade concepts that only exist on earth
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
Hello @deadjohnny. Can you provide a link to what you want us to watch, please and thank you?
I often entertain the concept that there may be a heaven and hell, but that alone isn't enough to worry about or rejoice over. Who gets into heaven? What do they do when they're there? And is hell for rehab or for sadistic torture? If it's eternal torture, what can a finite being do in a brief lifespan to deserve that?
And so on. I'm a staunch agnostic and know only that I don't know what awaits me or anyone else.
UninformedLover
If you see me active on here...its gotten worse...
- Nov 12, 2019
- 265
Honestly if Heaven and Hell is real and I end up going to hell I will be so annoyed fr.
Skathon
"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
- Oct 29, 2018
- 586
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
So ... Does suicide impact in any way on how one is received in your vision of the afterlife? Does it count as violence or as taking a life? I'm not challenging your concepts — I want to hear more.
porfin1234
Arcanist
- Dec 26, 2019
- 476
purplemoon
I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
- Sep 22, 2019
- 394
LOL,
No...it has nothing to do with him because he is intelligent, I have my own personal spiritual experiences to go by.I mentioned him to just helped solidify it for people that are leaning more towards the scientific side of explaining phenomena.
My point was even someone who is a professional scientist believes that there is life after death, for people who need to hear it from an actual university science professor.
I overdosed, was tired of having migraines and was in a lot of pain at the time. I had a witness as she was my best friend sitting next to my bed and literally watched me pass away.
She said I had no pulse, no breathing, nothing...no heartbeat. For about 4 or 5 minutes. After I floated out of my body, long story short, I ended up exploring and playing like a little kid in a way, and was so enamored with everything around me and there was no time, it felt like I was out there for hours.
Then I started sensing very bad creatures that hated me for no reason, and then when I cried out to Jesus Christ he pulled me away from the black void where the demons were and I had my life review.
I was not in hell, I was in this big black bizarre void, that was neither heaven nor hell. I had my life review in part of heaven, and was told I have to go back into my body to finish my job on earth for spiritual reasons and that I don't have a choice in that.
There were beautiful deep colors everywhere, feelings, different types of energy, it was incredible. I was told I would go to heaven eventually, but that God would intervene if I kept trying to escape this realm, which apparently God has, every time i think finally... i found a method that will succeed and God will not have any choice but to let me stay in heaven... the most unlikely scenarios appear as someone or something intervenes.
For example...I crushed 10 castor beans (ricin) and ingested them which should have definitely killed me but I woke up two days later after being in a partial coma, and had yellow skin for about a week, and had to get an entirely new set of bedsheets, LOL.
Another time I tied weights around my ankles and jumped into this isolated pool (house for sale so water in pool but i went there late at night so no realtor around, in an area where there are almost no people around, no one to see, and I thought yes! finally, this method will work...yet I kidd you not, a giant dog jumped over a fence out of nowhere!!! and literally pulled me out of the swimming pool to 'save' me.
Another example, I studied the train schedule, spent about a month researching the different isolated areas with railroad tracks, chose the most isolated area possible where there were no other buildings, no people, and basically almost no traffic whatsoever for at least 1 mile away. I was going to lay my neck on the railroad tracks figuring that if my head was cut off, then it would be impossible for God to force me back into my body since it would be severed, i know that's gross but hey i was desperately trying to escape my "job on earth"...
Once again, I thought finally, I have figured out a method that will definitely work... this time!! As if i could outsmart God, Lol.
out of nowhere a man walking his dog shows up and it was right before the sunsets, and the first words out of his mouth were "you're going to try to kill yourself, aren't you?" I think my jaw dropped I was in so much shock. And I very politely said something to the effect of umm, no of course not, I was just a 'little lost'. He looked at me like he already knew better (but How?!?) and he said no, "God sent me here as I never walk my dog in this area but this evening it was like a force was pulling me and I found you here" (something to that effect). Completely freaked me out.
He said he refused to leave unless I walked with him into town and he paid for my taxi or that he would tell the police to come get me and tell them what I'm trying to do with the train. So I walked with him of course as he chastised me for trying to defy God.
So, what can I do? I mean you can't hide from God... I keep trying every year or so, Hoping each time that maybe this one will finally be my permanent escape from this physical realm.
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GoingNowhereFast
Member
- Feb 11, 2020
- 16
Exactly. The thought of there being a heaven and hell only
LOL,
I mentioned him to just helped solidify it for people that are leaning more towards the scientific side of explaining phenomena.
My point was even someone who is a professional scientist believes that there is life after death, for people who need to hear it from an actual university science professor.
I overdosed, was tired of having migraines and was in a lot of pain at the time. I had a witness as she was my best friend sitting next to my bed and literally watched me pass away.
She said I had no pulse, no breathing, nothing...no heartbeat. For about 4 or 5 minutes. After I floated out of my body, long story short, I ended up exploring and playing like a little kid in a way, and was so enamored with everything around me and there was no time, it felt like I was out there for hours.
Then I started sensing very bad creatures that hated me for no reason, and then when I cried out to Jesus Christ he pulled me away from the black void where the demons were and I had my life review.
I was not in hell, I was in this big black bizarre void, that was neither heaven nor hell. I had my life review in part of heaven, and was told I have to go back into my body to finish my job on earth for spiritual reasons and that I don't have a choice in that.
There were beautiful deep colors everywhere, feelings, different types of energy, it was incredible. I was told I would go to heaven eventually, but that God would intervene if I kept trying to escape this realm, which apparently God has, every time i think finally... i found a method that will succeed and God will not have any choice but to let me stay in heaven... the most unlikely scenarios appear as someone or something intervenes.
For example...I crushed 10 castor beans (ricin) and ingested them which should have definitely killed me but I woke up two days later after being in a partial coma, and had yellow skin for about a week, and had to get an entirely new set of bedsheets, LOL.
Another time I tied weights around my ankles and jumped into this isolated pool (house for sale so water in pool but i went there late at night so no realtor around, in an area where there are almost no people around, no one to see, and I thought yes! finally, this method will work...yet I kidd you not, a giant dog jumped over a fence out of nowhere!!! and literally pulled me out of the swimming pool to 'save' me.
View attachment 27183View attachment 27184
Another example, I studied the train schedule, spent about a month researching the different isolated areas with railroad tracks, chose the most isolated area possible where there were no other buildings, no people, and basically almost no traffic whatsoever for at least 1 mile away. I was going to lay my neck on the railroad tracks figuring that if my head was cut off, then it would be impossible for God to force me back into my body since it would be severed, i know that's gross but hey i was desperately trying to escape my "job on earth"...
Once again, I thought finally, I have figured out a method that will definitely work... this time!! As if i could outsmart God, Lol.
out of nowhere a man walking his dog shows up and it was right before the sunsets, and the first words out of his mouth were "you're going to try to kill yourself, aren't you?" I think my jaw dropped I was in so much shock. And I very politely said something to the effect of umm, no of course not, I was just a 'little lost'. He looked at me like he already knew better (but How?!?) and he said no, "God sent me here as I never walk my dog in this area but this evening it was like a force was pulling me and I found you here" (something to that effect). Completely freaked me out.
He said he refused to leave unless I walked with him into town and he paid for my taxi or that he would tell the police to come get me and tell them what I'm trying to do with the train. So I walked with him of course as he chastised me for trying to defy God.
So, what can I do? I mean you can't hide from God... I keep trying every year or so, Hoping each time that maybe this one will finally be my permanent escape from this physical realm. View attachment 27186View attachment 27187
Or maybe you are just unlucky
What an incredible post @purplemoonLOL,
I mentioned him to just helped solidify it for people that are leaning more towards the scientific side of explaining phenomena.
My point was even someone who is a professional scientist believes that there is life after death, for people who need to hear it from an actual university science professor.
I overdosed, was tired of having migraines and was in a lot of pain at the time. I had a witness as she was my best friend sitting next to my bed and literally watched me pass away.
She said I had no pulse, no breathing, nothing...no heartbeat. For about 4 or 5 minutes. After I floated out of my body, long story short, I ended up exploring and playing like a little kid in a way, and was so enamored with everything around me and there was no time, it felt like I was out there for hours.
Then I started sensing very bad creatures that hated me for no reason, and then when I cried out to Jesus Christ he pulled me away from the black void where the demons were and I had my life review.
I was not in hell, I was in this big black bizarre void, that was neither heaven nor hell. I had my life review in part of heaven, and was told I have to go back into my body to finish my job on earth for spiritual reasons and that I don't have a choice in that.
There were beautiful deep colors everywhere, feelings, different types of energy, it was incredible. I was told I would go to heaven eventually, but that God would intervene if I kept trying to escape this realm, which apparently God has, every time i think finally... i found a method that will succeed and God will not have any choice but to let me stay in heaven... the most unlikely scenarios appear as someone or something intervenes.
For example...I crushed 10 castor beans (ricin) and ingested them which should have definitely killed me but I woke up two days later after being in a partial coma, and had yellow skin for about a week, and had to get an entirely new set of bedsheets, LOL.
Another time I tied weights around my ankles and jumped into this isolated pool (house for sale so water in pool but i went there late at night so no realtor around, in an area where there are almost no people around, no one to see, and I thought yes! finally, this method will work...yet I kidd you not, a giant dog jumped over a fence out of nowhere!!! and literally pulled me out of the swimming pool to 'save' me.
View attachment 27183View attachment 27184
Another example, I studied the train schedule, spent about a month researching the different isolated areas with railroad tracks, chose the most isolated area possible where there were no other buildings, no people, and basically almost no traffic whatsoever for at least 1 mile away. I was going to lay my neck on the railroad tracks figuring that if my head was cut off, then it would be impossible for God to force me back into my body since it would be severed, i know that's gross but hey i was desperately trying to escape my "job on earth"...
Once again, I thought finally, I have figured out a method that will definitely work... this time!! As if i could outsmart God, Lol.
out of nowhere a man walking his dog shows up and it was right before the sunsets, and the first words out of his mouth were "you're going to try to kill yourself, aren't you?" I think my jaw dropped I was in so much shock. And I very politely said something to the effect of umm, no of course not, I was just a 'little lost'. He looked at me like he already knew better (but How?!?) and he said no, "God sent me here as I never walk my dog in this area but this evening it was like a force was pulling me and I found you here" (something to that effect). Completely freaked me out.
He said he refused to leave unless I walked with him into town and he paid for my taxi or that he would tell the police to come get me and tell them what I'm trying to do with the train. So I walked with him of course as he chastised me for trying to defy God.
So, what can I do? I mean you can't hide from God... I keep trying every year or so, Hoping each time that maybe this one will finally be my permanent escape from this physical realm. View attachment 27186View attachment 27187
Iloveyouall
Mage
- Feb 12, 2020
- 501
That's some crazy story here. Have you ever been curious about it to the point you went to meet some medium, psychic, priest or any other "spiritual" person to talk about it?LOL,
I mentioned him to just helped solidify it for people that are leaning more towards the scientific side of explaining phenomena.
My point was even someone who is a professional scientist believes that there is life after death, for people who need to hear it from an actual university science professor.
I overdosed, was tired of having migraines and was in a lot of pain at the time. I had a witness as she was my best friend sitting next to my bed and literally watched me pass away.
She said I had no pulse, no breathing, nothing...no heartbeat. For about 4 or 5 minutes. After I floated out of my body, long story short, I ended up exploring and playing like a little kid in a way, and was so enamored with everything around me and there was no time, it felt like I was out there for hours.
Then I started sensing very bad creatures that hated me for no reason, and then when I cried out to Jesus Christ he pulled me away from the black void where the demons were and I had my life review.
I was not in hell, I was in this big black bizarre void, that was neither heaven nor hell. I had my life review in part of heaven, and was told I have to go back into my body to finish my job on earth for spiritual reasons and that I don't have a choice in that.
There were beautiful deep colors everywhere, feelings, different types of energy, it was incredible. I was told I would go to heaven eventually, but that God would intervene if I kept trying to escape this realm, which apparently God has, every time i think finally... i found a method that will succeed and God will not have any choice but to let me stay in heaven... the most unlikely scenarios appear as someone or something intervenes.
For example...I crushed 10 castor beans (ricin) and ingested them which should have definitely killed me but I woke up two days later after being in a partial coma, and had yellow skin for about a week, and had to get an entirely new set of bedsheets, LOL.
Another time I tied weights around my ankles and jumped into this isolated pool (house for sale so water in pool but i went there late at night so no realtor around, in an area where there are almost no people around, no one to see, and I thought yes! finally, this method will work...yet I kidd you not, a giant dog jumped over a fence out of nowhere!!! and literally pulled me out of the swimming pool to 'save' me.
View attachment 27183View attachment 27184
Another example, I studied the train schedule, spent about a month researching the different isolated areas with railroad tracks, chose the most isolated area possible where there were no other buildings, no people, and basically almost no traffic whatsoever for at least 1 mile away. I was going to lay my neck on the railroad tracks figuring that if my head was cut off, then it would be impossible for God to force me back into my body since it would be severed, i know that's gross but hey i was desperately trying to escape my "job on earth"...
Once again, I thought finally, I have figured out a method that will definitely work... this time!! As if i could outsmart God, Lol.
out of nowhere a man walking his dog shows up and it was right before the sunsets, and the first words out of his mouth were "you're going to try to kill yourself, aren't you?" I think my jaw dropped I was in so much shock. And I very politely said something to the effect of umm, no of course not, I was just a 'little lost'. He looked at me like he already knew better (but How?!?) and he said no, "God sent me here as I never walk my dog in this area but this evening it was like a force was pulling me and I found you here" (something to that effect). Completely freaked me out.
He said he refused to leave unless I walked with him into town and he paid for my taxi or that he would tell the police to come get me and tell them what I'm trying to do with the train. So I walked with him of course as he chastised me for trying to defy God.
So, what can I do? I mean you can't hide from God... I keep trying every year or so, Hoping each time that maybe this one will finally be my permanent escape from this physical realm. View attachment 27186View attachment 27187
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purplemoon
I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
- Sep 22, 2019
- 394
Yes, one so-called psychic that did tarot cards on me and freaked out saying i kept pulling cards that signifies a scary topic i would rather not discuss too much on here (she even refunded me and said she was late for an appointment oddly enough and rude!) and a few priests over the years who all basically concurred demonic oppression, and other phenomena. maybe i should not have even mentioned it, Lol, i was tired yesterday.
Have a good day everyone.
Iloveyouall
Mage
- Feb 12, 2020
- 501
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
- 366
I know it sounds silly, and I'm not religious.. but the thought that there really is a hell scares me so much! Imagine ending this living hell to then go to one you can't ever escape from.. my friend who is religious told me that people who take their own lives go to hell. I so hope that's not true.. :(
I don't care for heaven, as it is described. It will be boring for me. But really hope that hell exists. I'm not sure if i'm about to go there yet, but many "people" deserve it. it will be fun to see a lot of them, who were prononsed as "saints" on earth, being down there. My believe/hope is that hell is reseting you back on earth after you die and heaven is some next level in existence if not the actually real one.
enjoy
Creature
- Dec 20, 2019
- 337
i'm not too worried about hell existing. according to the bible, all the fun people go there anyway.
even if i don't ctb, i'll still end up in hell because i'm gay. i'm not too worried about it because all the other gays will be there, too. let's have a party!
even if i don't ctb, i'll still end up in hell because i'm gay. i'm not too worried about it because all the other gays will be there, too. let's have a party!
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