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come to dust

Arcanist
Oct 28, 2019
454
So the rare times I get laid it's when I go to seedy sites where people with unusual fetishes can find people to talk about them openly and freely with. Because no vanilla person on the apps is interested in someone as ugly as me when there are hotter people out there.

I spoke to someone who told me he was interested so much filth that he even eats horse shit and it turns him on to be disgusting.

I showed him a picture of me and he blocked me. So apparently I wasn't attractive enough for him even though his bar was so low that it included horse shit. Realising I'm uglier than horse shit means I've hit a new low. Literal garbage is more of a turn on than I am.
 
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flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
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I don't believe that you are. Fetishistic aesthetics can be so incredibly subjective, it's like a personal mania.
 
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I love horse shit. I think it's amazing. I found my first batch of magic mushrooms on horse shit. Sorry you're going through that. Maybe it's because you don't look like horse shit that he blocked you.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

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Dec 15, 2021
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Don't deal with such toxic people.
 
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Sep 13, 2022
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Dating apps and websites are definitely NOT the place to determine your value or appeal. I've had guys on the apps tell me how hot I was and then block me out of the blue - sometimes after lengthy conversations. I've also had guys ghost me, only to come back months later as if nothing happened and try to hook up with me. The apps/sites are the last place to look for self worth.
 
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On Replay

What a day What a day
Sep 23, 2022
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I'd fight him for you. FR , I'm insecure myself a lot. To the point I hate looking in the mirror. I guess I'm "okay" because of others opinions. But for me .. no .. hate pictures . Hate it. I'm sorry that happened to you
Do not go on those "seedy sites" for your safety! There are people out there who do not care either way, they'll torture you , make you and FORCE you to feel even worse because of your own perspective about yourself. (My opinion doesn't matter but idc , I'll still try to tell you because I'm afraid of being violated myself) NO , ABSOLUTELY NOT.
I had to come back and ask, WHY are you feeling sad Over someone who eats literal HORSE SHIT ? I'm sorry … I'm laughing , because of them. Fucking disrespectful.

Keep moving yo, that person puts SHIT in they mouth. They have NO RIGHT TO TALK ABOUT OR BLOCK YOU
Literal Horse shit . You remember that 😉
 
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You do not know why you were blocked by this guy. It sounds like he carries a large amount of baggage already and maybe something about you tripped him into overload. Your luck really!
 
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What a day What a day
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You do not know why you were blocked by this guy. It sounds like he carries a large amount of baggage already and maybe something about you tripped him into overload. Your luck really!
"Overload" …. I can't . Ifykyk
 
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454
I love horse shit. I think it's amazing. I found my first batch of magic mushrooms on horse shit. Sorry you're going through that. Maybe it's because you don't look like horse shit that he blocked you.
He seems to have diverse tastes. He also told me he was into crusty old grandpas. I don't fit that category either at age 27, but it seems like I can't fill any niche.
 
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ummmmm am I missing something? Is this a code word or something ?
 
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No he was into literal horse excrement and ate it.
I'm Laughing again , thank you lol. I never laugh genuinely, yet you made me do so again
 
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No he was into literal horse excrement and ate it.
With that information, I will say you are the luckiest person this week.
It would be interesting to go to a parade with them. All that temptation...
 
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Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
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So the rare times I get laid it's when I go to seedy sites where people with unusual fetishes can find people to talk about them openly and freely with. Because no vanilla person on the apps is interested in someone as ugly as me when there are hotter people out there.

I spoke to someone who told me he was interested so much filth that he even eats horse shit and it turns him on to be disgusting.

I showed him a picture of me and he blocked me. So apparently I wasn't attractive enough for him even though his bar was so low that it included horse shit. Realising I'm uglier than horse shit means I've hit a new low. Literal garbage is more of a turn on than I am.
Ah, I see the logic now.

People with poop fetishes can still be extremely superficial.

Instead of going for such shitty people... How about someone with low self esteem about their looks? A lot of people feel like you. If you only want to get laid without giving a damn about love... Yeah, you'll only meet superficial people who seek the perfect doll.

Focus on the heart. Yours and other people's. You'll find something more valuable.

Or jerk off alone watching porn with anorexic actresses with so much body surgeries that they don't look human anymore..


Eating horse shit is far uglier than any faces...
I love horse shit. I think it's amazing. I found my first batch of magic mushrooms on horse shit. Sorry you're going through that. Maybe it's because you don't look like horse shit that he blocked you.
Good one! Not looking like horse shit enough 🤣
 
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He seems to have diverse tastes. He also told me he was into crusty old grandpas. I don't fit that category either at age 27, but it seems like I can't fill any niche.
Yeah, I wouldn't worry about someone who eats horse shit and likes gammies. Probably the wrong direction to be looking for reassurance.
With that information, I will say you are the luckiest person this week.
It would be interesting to go to a parade with them. All that temptation...
Parade in New Orleans? They'd love it here.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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How do you assign any value to someone with a poop fetish? You're worth more than that shit, no pun intended. When you start thinking more highly of yourself, others will, too.
 
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454
How do you assign any value to someone with a poop fetish? You're worth more than that shit, no pun intended. When you start thinking more highly of yourself, others will, too.
Well i thought higher of myself until i met someone who found horse shit more arousing than me
 
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ForeverLonely82

Student
Dec 22, 2021
192
I bet a nickel I am uglier than you. I am 405 lbs and look like jabba the hut and 40 years of age. actually some say I look like the singer meat loaf and chris farely had a baby. I, too, thought I was O.K. until I went to "get togethers" in my 20s and when friends asked a single female friend to sit to talk to me they'd be like "Eww, no" then I'd try to approach the many I've talked to and I was either ignored, told I was fugly or to straight up fuck off. Eventually I did get married though to sleeping beauty. She sleeps all the time and I don't get laid. Maybe wrong to feel this way, but I consider myself single because there is no marriage to speak of.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Well i thought higher of myself until i met someone who found horse shit more arousing than me
But, you're assigning value to a person who likes horse shit. AFAIC, once someone likes horse shit in the way we are talking about, whether they like me or not, does not matter. They are dismissed. They would probably like horse shit more than Miss America. Something is off about them. What someone like this thinks about you, should not matter. Something is wrong in their mind and it should be seen that way by you.
 
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You've recently shared with the forum that an online stranger who enjoys consuming equine excrement has rejected you...

I personally know a lot about rejection - I've experienced it and it hurts.

All the same, if you knew this individual offline, would you still want to be intimate with them after learning that they had such abhorrent tastes?

You are worth far, far more than some random stranger's degraded fetish.

Please, set your bar higher. ❤️
 
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Arcanist
Oct 28, 2019
454
I bet a nickel I am uglier than you. I am 405 lbs and look like jabba the hut and 40 years of age. actually some say I look like the singer meat loaf and chris farely had a baby. I, too, thought I was O.K. until I went to "get togethers" in my 20s and when friends asked a single female friend to sit to talk to me they'd be like "Eww, no" then I'd try to approach the many I've talked to and I was either ignored, told I was fugly or to straight up fuck off. Eventually I did get married though to sleeping beauty. She sleeps all the time and I don't get laid. Maybe wrong to feel this way, but I consider myself single because there is no marriage to speak of.
I'm not sure about you being uglier than me. I've literally gone on obesity fetish sites and tried to hit on peolle your weight and still get ignored. In fact some of those people get a lot more attention than me at 130lbs.

But, you're assigning value to a person who likes horse shit. AFAIC, once someone likes horse shit in the way we are talking about, whether they like me or not, does not matter. They are dismissed. They would probably like horse shit more than Miss America. Something is off about them. What someone like this thinks about you, should not matter. Something is wrong in their mind and it should be seen that way by you.
Yes, but this person is basically the nail in the coffin after everyone else rejevting me. I'd have thought if someone was that warped then my ugliness wouldn't matter.

You've recently shared with the forum that an online stranger who enjoys consuming equine excrement has rejected you...

I personally know a lot about rejection - I've experienced it and it hurts.

All the same, if you knew this individual offline, would you still want to be intimate with them after learning that they had such abhorrent tastes?

You are worth far, far more than some random stranger's degraded fetish.

Please, set your bar higher. ❤️
I would set my bar higher if there was actually someone with a higher standard who was interested in me.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,447
I'd have thought if someone was that warped then my ugliness wouldn't matter.
Why? Because he's so warped to start with? That because he's so warped that his idea of what he finds attractive would be low? It doesn't work that way. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. He likes to eat horse shit. He doesn't screw horse shit. His sick perversion with eating horse shit is completely separate from women he finds attractive. It doesn't make you less attractive than horse shit. They're mutually exclusive. They have nothing to do with each other. Maybe he didn't find you attractive. I don't know. It doesn't mean someone else won't. Maybe there are things you can do to make yourself more attractive. I do know what you think of yourself has an influence on how others see you.
 
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Why? Because he's so warped to start with? That because he's so warped that his idea of what he finds attractive would be low? It doesn't work that way. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. He likes to eat horse shit. He doesn't screw horse shit. His sick perversion with eating horse shit is completely separate from women he finds attractive. It doesn't make you less attractive than horse shit. They're mutually exclusive. They have nothing to do with each other. Maybe he didn't find you attractive. I don't know. It doesn't mean someone else won't. Maybe there are things you can do to make yourself more attractive. I do know what you think of yourself has an influence on how others see you.
He also jerks off with horse shit and finds the whole idea of sex with animals and shit very arousing. Certianly more arousing than he found me!

It was nothing to do with what I think of myself. I sent him a couple of pictures of me after we chated and he immediately blocked me.


here's some pictures as proof of my success. As you can see as soon as i send someone a greeting with attached photos, I get ignored. Other people block me and then their chats disappear from the list
Screenshot 20221005 064226 Grindr
Screenshot 20221005 064208 Grindr Screenshot 20221005 064023 Grindr
 
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