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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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my brain isn't working.

Any tips?

I have some pills that might do the job, and I am living in a care home, so trying to decide how to hide them today. I have a hiding place I can only access at night and I am not allowed out at night. It is some allotments. I have been seen there in daytime, so can't get caught there again. I also don't want to be caught with my suicide recipe on me - lots of benzos etc. UK.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I doubt that lots of Benzos will do the job alone - but that's your choice. Ik the terrible feeling of not knowing what to write in a suicide note.

A while ago, I found some drafts I wrote when I was very suicidal - basically they just say "I'm free"

Idk if that helps you much bc everyone's situation is different.

You may get some inspiration here:

 
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good luck
hope everything goes well for you 🍀
 
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