Breadbfra
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- Jul 16, 2020
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I'm 21. Chronically severely depressed and I get help only with K treatments.
I'm a baker too, and that's what makes me be a little bit happier.
But my depression doesn't allow me to work. I've tried multiple times, I've tried everything, drinking 3 or 4 coffees in the morning, I still get extremely tired in a few hours or I'll burst in tears.
I moved to France from Italy and I'm already burned out from work and I've worked 9 hours. i'm stuck in bed crying.
I basically left my super performing family company to pursue my dreams. Everyday I try to fucking live, to make sense of my life but I've nowhere reached the point where I can say "I'm satisfied".
At this point I don't know what am I supposed to do. Break my girlfriend's heart forever and made her go through a second suicide, make my mother suffer. Either way there's someone suffering forever.
I'm a baker too, and that's what makes me be a little bit happier.
But my depression doesn't allow me to work. I've tried multiple times, I've tried everything, drinking 3 or 4 coffees in the morning, I still get extremely tired in a few hours or I'll burst in tears.
I moved to France from Italy and I'm already burned out from work and I've worked 9 hours. i'm stuck in bed crying.
I basically left my super performing family company to pursue my dreams. Everyday I try to fucking live, to make sense of my life but I've nowhere reached the point where I can say "I'm satisfied".
At this point I don't know what am I supposed to do. Break my girlfriend's heart forever and made her go through a second suicide, make my mother suffer. Either way there's someone suffering forever.
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