I’m trying righ now

[missnovember]

I was supposed to go drown at around 2am today but I was too afraid and couldn't imagine drowning all alone in the cold river but I still wanted to end my misery so I thought of stabbing myself, I couldn't do tha as well. Right now I'm sitting in the bathroom with no lights covered in vomit after drinking 3 sips of bleach ( small). After only seconds of drinking it , I started vomiting. It has been about 10 minutes since I drank it and my throat tastes like bleach ( obviously) but it also kinda burns a little when I swallow. I don't know if it means tha the bleach is spreading through my body or the vomit took it all out but I'm going to wait and see . If I'm 30 minutes nothing major has happened I'll probs drink some again. Wish me luck.

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

Wait a moment

 

[woxihuanni]

Don't drink more. You are not dying, only damaging yourself irreversibly. You neee medical help for the bleach.

 

[LastRide]

Oh please please stop, this sounds too awful...do you really want to torture yourself to death? I cannot understand why you'd favour bleach over drowning in cold water, which is painless and actually quite pleasant once your body stops fighting the cold and gives up, leaving your mind hallucinating and going far far away....

 

[Ghost2211]

Do yourself a favor and skip the bleach.

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

I had to send my previous post of "Wait a moment" as soon as I read your last sentence.

I'm sorry that you're in a lot of pain, but don't choose a very painful method. Look at the other options there are in this website. Bleach is one of the last methods you'll want to use, let alone even considered.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

please don't drink anymore bleach. if you don't mind the agony, that's one thing, but if you survive your body will be damaged.

 

[Ghost2211]

This sounds more like massive self harm rather than suicide. You can talk to us if you need help calming down.

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

You only need to CTB once. Don't choose one of the most painful methods. I'm sure you've suffered enough.

 

[Megadeth]

Im not an expert but im pretty sure there are much better, less damaging and less painful ways to go out than drinking bleach.

 

[Bulldogbitch]

Bleach is likely to leave you without an oesophagus and if you survive you'll never get the enjoyment of tasting food/ drink. That's probably not your thinking right now but the long term repercussions is severe. You should seek medical attention. As stated above, don't drink more, it's such a punishment on yourself and torturous way to die

 

[Denise2207]

Please stop drinking bleach. I know you're in a world or pain right now but trust me, bleach is not the answer Xxx

 

[woxihuanni]

You have just arrived among us, please share with us, vent, anything rather than torturing yourself. I'm sure there is a peaceful way to find if you need to leave. Bleach is not a way.

 

[Anonymoussn]

Others have already explained how damaging this method is. Please stop and think about this, rather than rushing into anything. You're not just subjecting yourself to incredible amounts of pain and discomfort, and possibly lifelong damage, but you're also probably doing it for no reason. This method is not one with a high success rate.

If you are going to choose painful, uncomfortable methods, please at least do the research to ensure that it is actually worth it and will achieve the desired goal. Because this almost certainly won't.

 

[Mm80]

You have just arrived among us, please share with us, vent, anything rather than torturing yourself. I'm sure there is a peaceful way to find if you need to leave. Bleach is not a way.

Please do the above and talk to us, express your feelings and how you got to this point. The three methods you mentioned are incredibly impulsive. It sounds like you are in a desparate state. Pls talk to us. We are pro choice but dont want you to torture yourself x

 

[esse_est_percipi]

Don't drink any more. Please

 

[noname223]

This torture probably will only will lead to more suffering. There are more options than this. If you need to talk we care about you. Bleach is not a good idea. Suicide is an option but bleach is a punishment you do not deserve. Keep us updatet if you want.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Hi there, I will echo the posts above: I know you are drowning in agony and probably not able to think very clearly, but please do yourself a favor and stop drinking the bleach. If you are having symptoms you should also seek medical attention.

The bleach won't kill you: it will cause irreparable damage that will leave you in a world of pain. If you want to talk about what is making you feel suicidal, we are here. You can always make that decision at a later date, but right now you really need to put down the bleach.

 

[mr.smileysad]

unless you are gulping the bleach which still has no guarantee of working you shouldn't do it you would be much better off jumping from a cliff or hanging

 

[sadworld]

what happened? are you still here? please search for a better method if you really want to ctb. i know you are in so much pain but drinking bleach makes everything worse. please talk to us we just want to help you and no one wants you to suffer even more