tired of living
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- Sep 23, 2021
- 9
I hate living like this, I hate being obsessed with how I look, I hate spending all my time alive trying to lose weight just to gain it back, I hate being in pain physically all the time, I hate having feelings for some guy, I hate how I'm not as masculine as I should be, I hate not being good at anything, I hate being so young but so old at the same time, I hate constantly wanting to die, I hate having the smallest things send me into crisis mode, I hate having ocd focused on dying and self harm, I hate everything
I'm so tired of myself and everything that I am, but at the same time I know I'm too weak to end it.
I'm so tired of myself and everything that I am, but at the same time I know I'm too weak to end it.