TheRainyDaysStay
Ferret Lover
- Jun 20, 2023
- 9
Life is so tiring, I always have hope that things will get better but they never do. It feels like everyday is a repeat of each other. I think my depression is worsening, I feel overly emotional at the slightest thing people do and often cry myself to sleep, I don't want to be like this, everyone always says I need to act my age and be mature, and I want to but somehow I still end up crying myself to sleep everyday. I feel dumb and not ready for anything. I feel like I'll aways be last on anyone's priorities and will always have to concede to everyone else. At this point I feel like I am just staying alive to take care of my ferret since I know my family won't if I die. I wish I had someone to actually talk to, someone to hangout with so I can get out of this house filled with my family who at times I feel like I hate and who hate me. I don't know anymore I feel like I have to hold everything in and this is the only place I can vent without my family finding out and yelling at me but everything is always so jumbled up sorry.
