Lunaloveflood
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- Dec 27, 2019
- 56
People give me 0 respect because i'm a dead weight. My own family and SO insult me everytime they are angry at something (not even me) Im in depression since a while now and it's getting worst everyday , just waking up and getting out of my bed is a mission And everyday if not multiple time a day i get someone telling me i'm uselss bc i don't do enough for them(like not enough cleaning massaging emotional support or even not enought sex with my SO) They pretend they want me to get better (and i used to believe it and even feel bad about not being able to , or at least not as fast as they would have wanted )but they just want to use a "better" me All I wanted was to have hope and get better But now all i want is to die i can't stand the scream anymore, i feel worthless and alone I just wish they could get the perfect girl they think they want then just realise they have anger issue and my flaws are not the root of their anger All i want is to die in peace so i'll have to find peace within my self
Sorry for my bad english i'm not fluent and i have french corrector on so some words may be changed into weird things i've tried to correct it but maybe not enough
Sorry for my bad english i'm not fluent and i have french corrector on so some words may be changed into weird things i've tried to correct it but maybe not enough
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