I'm Tired of Fighting For Scraps

[FarAcrossTheWater]

I spend my days fighting to stay alive and I'm sick and tired of it. I'm not spending my days thriving. Instead of thriving, I am here so I can say I'm not dead and everyone can say I'm not dead.

I am spending my days trying to get out bed, trying to feed myself, and trying to find a job. I don't have a future where I can be happy. Is this life worth fighting for?

Everyday I imagine ways to kill myself. Jumping in front of car. Slitting my wrists. Hanging myself. It will never stop and won't stop until I end it on my terms. I am utterly miserable. This simply is not a life worth living. Not only that but continued existence means a contribution to the climate emergency. Live and continue to suffer. Life and continue to plunge the world in crisis. Die and salvation.

There is only one answer.

 

[Celerity]

I agree. Same spot here.

"No man ever threw life away while it was worth keeping" - David Hume

The pro-lifers don't get it. If they had to live as we do, they'd want to die too.

 

[Bullit]

Ditto.

 

[CatTheBus5689]

Exhausting isn't it? Hard to justify fighting to stay in a world that acts like it can't support you or doesn't have a place for you.

If you had an honest to god wish what would it be?

 

[chocolatebar]

The pro-lifers don't get it. If they had to live as we do, they'd want to die too.

At first, I thought you forgot to put the author of the quote, but then I realized it was your saying. I love it. Can I use it around and quote your username?

 

[Celerity]

At first, I thought you forgot to put the author of the quote, but then I realized it was your saying. I love it. Can I use it around and quote your username?

Sure, go for it! :-D

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Ditto !!!!!!!!!

 

[FuneralCry]

Living really can be tiring. We spend so much of our lives suffering for the sake of it, and then we die. I do not see a point to it all personally.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Not concerned about my effect on the climate for the same reason I don't vote.