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segasonicexe
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- Aug 20, 2024
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i made a post a few days ago asking about anti freeze poisoning, and i got the answer that it's awful. Well, something has just kinda clicked in me. I've reached my limit. In a weird way, i want to suffer, I want my death to be a fucking show.
What i propose that that i cut off my man parts and bleed out. Maybe i could even write on the walls in my own blood as i bleed out on the floor. Personally i think it would be fitting for someone of my... identity to die like that. The only issue would be going through with actually cutting off my organs. I can't really afford pain killers, unless there are any on the market worth like `30 quid or something, so ill need something else. I was thinking of using rubber bands to cut off the flow, essentially killing anything there and maybe making everything numb enough to surgery myself. that only covers half of the issue. cutting into your own flesh is a very hard thing to do, even if theres no pain. How do i get over that? Does anyone have any suggestions?
or maybe i could just drink the anti freeze and fall into a coma
What i propose that that i cut off my man parts and bleed out. Maybe i could even write on the walls in my own blood as i bleed out on the floor. Personally i think it would be fitting for someone of my... identity to die like that. The only issue would be going through with actually cutting off my organs. I can't really afford pain killers, unless there are any on the market worth like `30 quid or something, so ill need something else. I was thinking of using rubber bands to cut off the flow, essentially killing anything there and maybe making everything numb enough to surgery myself. that only covers half of the issue. cutting into your own flesh is a very hard thing to do, even if theres no pain. How do i get over that? Does anyone have any suggestions?
or maybe i could just drink the anti freeze and fall into a coma