i've been holding on and suffering for YEARS.
i'd say i was 12 when the depression slowly started.
in my 30's now.
one dead parent.
every single grandparent is passed away, too.
one friend is dead from a seeming suicide a few years back.
i even had a suicide attempt in my family in 2008.
my grandma had assisted suicide by a doctor who gave her morphine.
it's just something i think about, because i feel like "i might see them again soon"...
a small part of me is scared to suicide, but then i remember no person in the world has ever escaped death...
i'd say i was 12 when the depression slowly started.
in my 30's now.
one dead parent.
every single grandparent is passed away, too.
one friend is dead from a seeming suicide a few years back.
i even had a suicide attempt in my family in 2008.
my grandma had assisted suicide by a doctor who gave her morphine.
it's just something i think about, because i feel like "i might see them again soon"...
a small part of me is scared to suicide, but then i remember no person in the world has ever escaped death...
