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dospi1
Member
- Nov 18, 2021
- 85
Im truly terrified of haging, the mere idea of not dying but inflic apart from mental pain, permanent physical damage to me its so terrifying but N is way beyond my reach and i couldnt find SN anywhere in my country, i tough that maybe some sleeping pills mixed whit alcohol would kill me but thats unlikely right? Man i truly just want to not feel like shit anymore, is there any way to make hanging less painfull i hate the mere feeling of something to hard on my neck, who ever find me would be traumatized i truly dont know what to fo now :C