Venting I'm such an idiot

[Riven]

I got drunk as hell last night and ordered my KN and for some reason I decided to tell someone. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. Now all my alcohol has been confiscated, I had to cancel the order, and I'm stuck at their place for now. They are also forcing me to find a professional to talk to. I was threatened that it was either this or get committed, which I never want to fucking happen. I don't know what I was expecting. Why did I fucking blab to them what the hell is wrong with me? I don't know what to do anymore. This whole day has been such a blur...