Toobrokentofix
Experienced
- Jul 7, 2020
- 242
Just venting a bit. Spent £50 online on getting N whilst in a desperate emotional state yesterday. I had to use bitcoin currency but thought for some stupid reason the shop was legit. I though I would have had it in a few days. But today the website doesn't exist! I have SN apparently on its way across Europe but will be weeks before it arrives, if it arrives, if that wasn't a scam too. I got so excited about N, sounded like a peaceful way to exit... I feel guilty about wasting money which I could have spent on the family. I am so stupid and irrational... it's like when my feelings take over I become illogical and cannot adult! that is all.