Method I’m stuck - Should I hang, bleed out in a bathtub, or should I walk to the railway?

[MikUma]

I have hooks in my room that can hold up to 150 lbs each, and while it's enough to hold me, I don't know if it's enough to hold my thrashing, and too short to drop hang. I am also considering running away at around 4 o'clock to the train tracks, where I can depcapitate myself, but it's about a 30 min walk. Maybe bleeding out in a tub? I've heard it hurts, and I mostly want to succeed. Hanging and decapitation are immediate, but bleeding out isn't.

I am really caught between the three, and I really don't have the money (or time) to get any Helium in the next few days. I also don't know about the night-night method, because of the majority of fails compared to the number of successes. I've been putting off the methods till the very end, but I've really put it off way too long. Now, my date is ideally tonight, and I have all the resources to do them, but I don't know what'll be better, someone not in my family finding me, and someone calling my family, versus my family finding me, but I'd ideally like to be there for my dog to know I've left, she means a lot to me. I don't know. I live with my parents, and I have no license. I've put it all off until the weekend before final studying. I've finished all my letters and stuff. I need to decide fast, though. Thanks guys :) if all goes well, I hopefully won't see the replies after 24 hours, but whatever or whenever the replies come in, they're all still appreciated.

TLDR; I'm going to either short hang (with the possibility of failing because of the integrity of the hooks I'm using), bleed out in a bathrub, or walk to a railway in the very early morning.

 

[iloverachel]

Hello my friend. I am sorry you are in so much pain and want to die
I am no expert on the methods you mentioned, but bleeding in a bathtub sounds like a gruesome and painful way to die.

I wish you a peaceful journey whichever method you choose to do. Have you ever considered SN?

 

[MikUma]

Hello my friend. I am sorry you are in so much pain and want to die
I am no expert on the methods you mentioned, but bleeding in a bathtub sounds like a gruesome and painful way to die.

I wish you a peaceful journey whichever method you choose to do. Have you ever considered SN?

I have, but I don't have the time to collect the necessary materials.

 

[annointed_towers]

Bleeding out in the bathtub isn't realistic. You won't lose that much blood and it'll just begin to clot and stop the bleeding. Cutting isn't reliable.

 

[Heartaches]

Bleeding out in the bathtub isn't realistic. You won't lose that much blood and it'll just begin to clot and stop the bleeding. Cutting isn't reliable.

This is something I've heard as well. Iirc, some people have asked about this exact method in the forums and the consensus has been that it is very hard to make it work for a plethora of reasons. The success rate is very small. If you really wanted to try this method, you'd have to have a lot of knowledge and preparation beforehand; it isn't something you can do as a last minute option.

 

[lostinwoe]

if you can manage to get hanging right go with that if not do the train method, cutting yourself in the bathtub won't work unless you really commit to it so, please don't do that. but since I can't stop you if you do it go for your carotid artery

 

[J&L383]

Bleeding out in the bathtub isn't realistic. You won't lose that much blood and it'll just begin to clot and stop the bleeding. Cutting isn't reliable.

Agree. You would need to get an artery, which is difficult and you need a good understanding of anatomy. And the determination to cut deep.

 

[MikUma]

if you can manage to get hanging right go with that if not do the train method, cutting yourself in the bathtub won't work unless you really commit to it so, please don't do that. but since I can't stop you if you do it go for your carotid artery

Thank you so so so much