I’m still alive

[purple_guyz]

Hey guys I'm sill alive:( but I'm gonna kms after Christmas because I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas anyway. I don't want to get better what if I don't go through with it because I'm better I don't want to get better I don't want to be alive. Although I probably will survive my attempt because I'm overdosing on prescription meds but that's all I have so you know. Have a Happy holiday!