guineapiglover8503
Emily
- Oct 7, 2024
- 60
My last post here said that I was feeling better. I was feeling really really better. However, some of those feelings have come back. I still feel so lonely irl and there is so much work I need to do to at school to compensate for how I was performing while spiraling. Consequently, I picked up an old habit. Cutting. I got a box cutter and I clean both the box cutter and my leg before I cut btw. I haven't cut in like two years and I've just given up. I don't want to CTB yet but sometimes at night those thoughts creep back. I'm so tired of high school and I really want to get to college soon
I'm so sorry for those who had high hopes for me. I really am
I'm so sorry for those who had high hopes for me. I really am