Venting I’m so happy

[normalgirl]

Not a vent I just need a place to rant about the amount of euphoria i feel when i think of my death. i'm so excited to finally be at peace and to experience true happiness
I know the universe has good things for me and I know i'll be peaceful with my spirit guides!!!!!
sosososososososis happy i've been thinking about my death for so long now but now i know the perfect way i'm gonna do it

 

[locked*n*loaded]

but now i know the perfect way i'm gonna do it

And that would be?

 

[Aries]

Hey babygirl what way did you find

 

[normalgirl]

shallow water blackout :p

And that would be?

Hey babygirl what way did you find

shallow water blackout!!!:p

 

[Aries]

Ehh. How is that?

 

[Charlie-Bravo]

Yes, It is pretty weird. l also feel excitement for my ctb. Like I am about to embark on a one-way journey

 

[normalgirl]

Ehh. How is that?

i heard it's mainly painless and works pretty well. if that doesn't work i'll probs just use a gun but i'm trying the shallow water thing bc i don't wanna traumatize my parents with my head blown off

 

[locked*n*loaded]

shallow water blackout :p

I've investigated it. Sounds difficult, and terrifying, to me. But, hey, it you think it will work for you, that's really all that matters.

 

[Aries]

Wow. Seems scary

 

[normalgirl]

i know we will both have an amazing journey and be happy on the other side!! i'll see u there!!

Yes, It is pretty weird. l also feel excitement for my ctb. Like I am about to embark on a one-way journey

 

[Aries]

But all the best babygirl

 

[normalgirl]

i have a big pool and i'm not rly scared of water so i'm not too worried about it

Wow. Seems scary

 

[Aries]

i know we will both have an amazing journey and be happy on the other side!! i'll see u there!!

You are very happy....to the extent I'm feeling happy on behalf of you-

 

[The anhedonic one]

Feeling euphoric about finally escaping this world is a beautiful thing. It's the only thing that gets me through the day.
I wish you a successful and peaceful exit .

 

[normalgirl]

You are very happy....to the extent I'm feeling happy on behalf of you-

LOL i'm definitely not happy i've suffered from extreme depression for yearssss but the thought of my death makes me super excited!! it's a great feeling knowing i'll be at peace and i won't have to suffer anymore

 

[MrDarkness]

Ik the feeling, I'm at peace knowing I get to die soon. It's an amazing feeling isn't it?

 

[SVEN]

May your euphoria carry you on and through onto your next adventure. Go well, go bravely, go peacefully.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so relieved to be finally leaving, I wish you the best with your plans.