Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
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GUYS IM CRYING HAPPY TEARS I HAVE NEVER BEEN GENUINELY HAPPY BEFORE

I didn't even know I went through with the payment process ?? bcs I was scared of some stuff and postponed it but I randomly saw emails with an invoice now and it seems the universe or wharever did the best job for me!!! FINALLY!! AFTER DECADES THE SOUL-CRUSHING AGONY WILL SOON END AND I WILL BE FREE !!! I LOVE U GUYS I WANT TO HUG ALL OF YOU I FEEL SO MUCH LOVE I CANT STOP CRYING I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY GUYS I HAVE NO WORDS NEVER HAVE I FELT THIS HAPPY AND RELIEVED BEFORE 😭😭😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤🖤🩷🩷🥹✨✨🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
 
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Labyrinth

Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
217
Are you prepared to accept your extinction? The loss of all sensory senses which include sight, hearing, touch, smell, taste.
 
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Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
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Are you prepared to accept your extinction? The loss of all sensory senses which include sight, hearing, touch, smell, taste.
What? Ofc?
 
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ThymeToLeave

ThymeToLeave

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Dec 12, 2023
142
Make sure you test your SN before you try to use it! Good luck!
 
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Hysteria

Hysteria

Crimson
Jan 8, 2024
52
I share your joy because I must have felt something similar when I got my money and managed to buy my resources. I wish you a not-too-inconvenient journey into non-existence. Love and Regards.
 
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Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,928
Sorry to see you leave. Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world. ♥️🤗♥️🤗♥️
 
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MyLuckyStars

MyLuckyStars

Funeral Crasher
Dec 13, 2023
69
decades? thats rough, you've done your time. cheers to oblivion
 
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ScubaCTB

Student
Jan 1, 2024
131
Are you prepared to accept your extinction? The loss of all sensory senses which include sight, hearing, touch, smell, taste.

So the loss of all awareness of this disgusting, twisted world called Earth? I think @Noc, myself and many others would love that. The suicide hotline in my town is hiring if you need a job.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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GUYS IM CRYING HAPPY TEARS I HAVE NEVER BEEN GENUINELY HAPPY BEFORE

I didn't even know I went through with the payment process ?? bcs I was scared of some stuff and postponed it but I randomly saw emails with an invoice now and it seems the universe or wharever did the best job for me!!! FINALLY!! AFTER DECADES THE SOUL-CRUSHING AGONY WILL SOON END AND I WILL BE FREE !!! I LOVE U GUYS I WANT TO HUG ALL OF YOU I FEEL SO MUCH LOVE I CANT STOP CRYING I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY GUYS I HAVE NO WORDS NEVER HAVE I FELT THIS HAPPY AND RELIEVED BEFORE 😭😭😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤🖤🩷🩷🥹✨✨🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Yes I would feel that happy if I were about to escape this hell torture prison to freedom also . I think that's the way to see non-existence as freedom if you want to defeat si.
 
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Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
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So the loss of all awareness of this disgusting, twisted world called Earth? I think @Noc, myself and many others would love that. The suicide hotline in my town is hiring if you need a job.
Ate and left no crumbs
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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Happy for you ❤️❤️
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
I can only imagine how comforting it is to know that the means to put an end to all suffering is within reach. If this is what you really want I hope you get the peace you seek.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Sorry you had to go thru all the BS and trauma that life can be. But I'm happy for you that you got what you need to escape all this if it's what you really desire.
 
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MrFreshTheCat

MrFreshTheCat

Im tired, I love cats <3
Jan 9, 2024
35
Really happy for you :), it has to feel so relieving to have a way out, i envy you, also saw that you were looking for a partner, how did it go?? when i ctb i would like to look for a partner too
 
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Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
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Really happy for you :), it has to feel so relieving to have a way out, i envy you, also saw that you were looking for a partner, how did it go?? when i ctb i would like to look for a partner too
Thank u hun!! I reached out to multiple people but they either didn't reply or stopped replying, so I'm leaving alone it seems. Just like I have always lived for these decades. Alone:) I don't even have anyone else to tell this, that's why I wrote it here. I've barely talked to anyone in the last week anyway, I don't really have anyone. I wish you the best!
 
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MrFreshTheCat

MrFreshTheCat

Im tired, I love cats <3
Jan 9, 2024
35
Thank u hun!! I reached out to multiple people but they either didn't reply or stopped replying, so I'm leaving alone it seems. Just like I have always lived for these decades. Alone:) I don't even have anyone else to tell this, that's why I wrote it here. I've barely talked to anyone in the last week anyway, I don't really have anyone. I wish you the best!
Im so sorry to hear that, i dont have anyone to talk to irl and never had any friend, i really understand you and send you all the love :heart: we come to this world alone and we leave alone too i guess, good luck.
 
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Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
97
Good luck fren. I hope you finally find your peace. I agree with @ThymeToLeave; make sure to test your sn. Peace
 
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Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
97
Blood test isn't needed right?
I don't think so. I hope someone else chimes in but from what I know, the blood turns colour with nitrate as well, so it's not accurate.
 
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Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
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I don't think so. I hope someone else chimes in but from what I know, the blood turns colour with nitrate as well, so it's not accurate.
I sure hope other things/the method explanation in the bible thread is accurate at least… idek the source
 
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Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
97
I sure hope other things/the method explanation in the bible thread is accurate at least… idek the source
Yah, I have a lot of reading to do myself. I have some sn as well but from what I've read it's from a bad source so it might not be nitrite. Tbh I don't get why people would scam others over what is basically salt but y'know :I
 
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Noc

Noc

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Jan 6, 2024
32
Yah, I have a lot of reading to do myself. I have some sn as well but from what I've read it's from a bad source so it might not be nitrite. Tbh I don't get why people would scam others over what is basically salt but y'know :I
Sorry I meant the thread on here. Not the item. I'm hopeful the item/sn is legit
 
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Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
97
Sorry I meant the thread on here. Not the item. I'm hopeful the item/sn is legit
Oh okay sorry for the misunderstanding. Yeah, I think the thread should be pretty accurate
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,632
It must be a huge relief knowing it will all be over soon. Good luck, i wish you a smooth ride. I hope you find your peace and freedom ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,138
I understand why you'd feel so relieved to have a way to voluntarily leave this existence, I wish you the best and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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