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Theforeverblind

Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
255
I can't belive I still even tried to do anything I'm so fucking pathetic I've feared being like this my whole life and it's fucking true I can't do it I can't do school I can't work I can't do anything without trying to kill myself I just can't take it it doesn't matter how much support I have I'm still gonna be worthless I'm so fucking pathetic God someone please kill me so everyone I love can just forget me already
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
I can't belive I still even tried to do anything I'm so fucking pathetic I've feared being like this my whole life and it's fucking true I can't do it I can't do school I can't work I can't do anything without trying to kill myself I just can't take it it doesn't matter how much support I have I'm still gonna be worthless I'm so fucking pathetic God someone please kill me so everyone I love can just forget me already
Living this life is not easy. This is especially true if you're dealing with mental illness or just dealing the shitty circumstances. We're only human and unfortunately and if you fall into one or both of those categories then you have to deal with some hard stuff. These really terrible feelings come outta nowhere and smash us.

If you're struggling then reach out to someone on this forum for support. Some of us have been there or going through it now. All I can ask is that you go easy on yourself.
 
LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
A big hug for you.

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ADHD

ADHD

Tired of everything
Jun 27, 2025
15
You have my support buddy your not worthless. Hope things will get better for you.
 
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