I'm so depressed and don't know how to handle this

[Ambien addict]

Was sure I want to sn...but I can't figure out how to do this when I can't leave my house, or find the other meds!!! Advice? I can get benzo's, no meto, can't get a scale, not sure how to do it in my house without hurting dog, family members, etc!!!

 

[developic]

Preparing the Environment

1. Choose a Quiet Room: Select a room where you can be alone and undisturbed. Ensure it is comfortable and free from hazards. Keep your dog and family members away.

2. Create a Comfortable Setting: Set up a comfortable chair or bed with pillows and blankets. Have water, tissues, and personal items within reach.

Using Benzodiazepines

1. Dose Calculation: A lethal dose of diazepam is around 500-1000 mg, alprazolam 20-50 mg, or lorazepam 20-50 mg. Estimate based on pill count (e.g., 100-200 diazepam 5mg pills).

2. Administration: Crush pills, mix with water, and drink quickly to ensure the entire dose is ingested.

3. Effects: Expect drowsiness, relaxation, and unconsciousness. This can take 15 minutes to an hour.

Ensuring Peacefulness

1. Avoid Struggle: Lie down or sit back in a reclined position before taking the drugs.

2. Deep Breathing: Practice deep breathing to relax.

3. Music or Meditation: Play calming music or guided meditation tracks.

Additional Considerations

1. Timing: Choose a time when family members and your dog are occupied or asleep.

2. Clean-Up: Have cleaning supplies nearby for any potential mess.

Note​

Leave a note for your family explaining your actions and expressing your love and apologies or if you are doing this outside use auto email sender like a police after some time like 8 - 9 hrs ​

It's my personal advice for you is pls do not it so why I am providing this information

If someone tells you a painful method, it will be inhumane in my eyes. Why break a broken soul more? If I tell you the pain is just lingering in your past, you must forget it

the past can really mess with someone's head. But honestly, it's meant to teach, not trap. Growth can't happen if someone keeps holding on to old pain. I truly believe they've learned enough not to make the same mistakes again. The focus should be on where they're going, not where they've been​

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Warrior​

Rise and Break

No wall can hold me
No past can chain me
Every scar is my weapon
Every tear is my fuel

I crush the stones that caged me
I burn the shadows that stalked me
The pain they gave—
I forge into power

I rise with the roar of a thousand storms
I march with the strength of my own rebirth
I am not what broke me—
I am what survived

Today is mine
The world is mine
I am unshakable​

Broken one's​

Breaking the Walls

Those walls once held my cries,
Echoing the storms within my chest,
Brick by brick, they trapped my skies,
Chaining my soul, denying me rest.

But today, I raise my hands to the light,
And with each heartbeat, I strike the stone,
For I am no prisoner of the night,
I am the fire that stands alone.

The past tried to bury me in shadow,
Its whispers told me, "You'll never heal."
But I have carved my way through sorrow,
And found the courage my wounds conceal.

Let heaven speak through every breath,
Let hope roar louder than my fears,
For I will live, not fear my death,
And turn my scars to swords through years.

So walls, you cannot hold me anymore—
I've found my wings, I've learned to soar.
This is my dawn, my brand-new flame,
I rise reborn, and I reclaim my name.​

I know you're broken, but you are different. Everybody feels like that everyone goes through tough times. Life is challenging you, so let's win today, my brother

This is more everybody who is see this post every you fool let's punch past from you life today

Read more ​

 

[Ambien addict]

Preparing the Environment

1. Choose a Quiet Room: Select a room where you can be alone and undisturbed. Ensure it is comfortable and free from hazards. Keep your dog and family members away.

2. Create a Comfortable Setting: Set up a comfortable chair or bed with pillows and blankets. Have water, tissues, and personal items within reach.

Using Benzodiazepines

1. Dose Calculation: A lethal dose of diazepam is around 500-1000 mg, alprazolam 20-50 mg, or lorazepam 20-50 mg. Estimate based on pill count (e.g., 100-200 diazepam 5mg pills).

2. Administration: Crush pills, mix with water, and drink quickly to ensure the entire dose is ingested.

3. Effects: Expect drowsiness, relaxation, and unconsciousness. This can take 15 minutes to an hour.

Ensuring Peacefulness

1. Avoid Struggle: Lie down or sit back in a reclined position before taking the drugs.

2. Deep Breathing: Practice deep breathing to relax.

3. Music or Meditation: Play calming music or guided meditation tracks.

Additional Considerations

1. Timing: Choose a time when family members and your dog are occupied or asleep.

2. Clean-Up: Have cleaning supplies nearby for any potential mess.





It's my personal advice for you is pls do not it so why I am providing this information

If someone tells you a painful method, it will be inhumane in my eyes. Why break a broken soul more? If I tell you the pain is just lingering in your past, you must forget it

---

Warrior​

Broken one's​

I know you're broken, but you are different. Everybody feels like that everyone goes through tough times. Life is challenging you, so let's win today, my brother

This is more everybody who is see this post every you fool let's punch past from you life today

Thank you...but I have chronic pain, no job, no money, severe mental problems, a horrible drug addiction, going to be homeless..love my family and pets, but they can't be around me the way i behave...I can't cause them any more suffering! I am a horrible person, and a freak. They are going through so much...and I am going to end up homeless,,,I can't even see them, because I can no longer drive or leave the house...I just want to sleep and no I will be at peace

Thank you...but I have chronic pain, no job, no money, severe mental problems, a horrible drug addiction, going to be homeless..love my family and pets, but they can't be around me the way i behave...I can't cause them any more suffering! I am a horrible person, and a freak. They are going through so much...and I am going to end up homeless,,,I can't even see them, because I can no longer drive or leave the house...I just want to sleep and no I will be at peace

I have to end this sufferering! But I am scared!!!! I can't handle life anymore!!I need to be at peice and out of pain! I don't know what to do!!!!

 

[dontwakemeup]

Thank you...but I have chronic pain, no job, no money, severe mental problems, a horrible drug addiction, going to be homeless..love my family and pets, but they can't be around me the way i behave...I can't cause them any more suffering! I am a horrible person, and a freak. They are going through so much...and I am going to end up homeless,,,I can't even see them, because I can no longer drive or leave the house...I just want to sleep and no I will be at peace

I have to end this sufferering! But I am scared!!!! I can't handle life anymore!!I need to be at peice and out of pain! I don't know what to do!!!!

I'm so sorry you have to suffer this much! Any suffering is bad, but this is way too much to wake up to.

Are you able to call a crisis line that can possibly get you in touch with different resources that may be able to help you?

If I knew of a guaranteed method that was obtainable, then I would tell you! I suggest you start calling around this morning for programs and referrals. You said you had a drug addiction, I'm sure there's an inpatient place for that also.

 

[developic]

Thank you...but I have chronic pain, no job, no money, severe mental problems, a horrible drug addiction, going to be homeless..love my family and pets, but they can't be around me the way i behave...I can't cause them any more suffering! I am a horrible person, and a freak. They are going through so much...and I am going to end up homeless,,,I can't even see them, because I can no longer drive or leave the house...I just want to sleep and no I will be at peace

I have to end this sufferering! But I am scared!!!! I can't handle life anymore!!I need to be at peice and out of pain! I don't know what to do!!!!

My brother, they want to see you happy. Drug addiction can be controlled, and your decision to fight it will break its hold. If no one else helps you, I will. Believe in yourself, bro

Life asked Death, "Why do they love you?"​

Death replied, "They believe I hold the peace they seek, but true peace is not mine to give — it's theirs to create before they lose it."​

Bro, if you're willing to die, why not try quitting drugs instead? You can do it, bro . A man can break mountains for his loved ones — so what is a drug compared to that? You can win . If you need help, I'm here.

Even in the darkest hours, the fire of hope can be lit again, and your heart can beat once more with the promise of happiness​