i’m sick of my mother

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All she does is whine and cry. She should have had an abortion because she wasn't ready to have a child and now what? She has a miserable, suicidal, ugly, lazy and unmotivated 25 year old living with her. I've been suicidal since i was 13 years old and hated my life since i was even younger than that. I've never seen the point of living since i was a child. She always says 'don't go, I need you.' and it pisses me off. She's selfish for bringing me into this world and tries to guilt trip me to keep me here. I'm fucking sick of living and it's to the point where it's unbearable for me. I'm so mad at my mother for having me. I hate her.