Im scared ill survive the next attempt

[kk13]

Ive attempted many times now by partial and fsh and cutting and jumping. On Saturday i will attempt again by jumping/fsh (whichever is possible at the time) but im really scared its not gonna work. I should've died by now. Ive been trying to feed my mind negative thoughts and make myself depressed but idk if it will work. I really cannot live any longer its hell. I have to share a room till Saturday and its torture i cant even cut myself and uts getting hotter i cant wear a jacket anymore without looking suspicious

 

[egyptian_baddie]

Dont attempt jumping if you know it will not work so that you dont end up living like a vegetable. I understand your pain and suffering, i very much failed my attempts too, however you should never try to 'feed yourself negative thoughts' because why are you doing that? I understand your exhaustion, i know how tiring it is when you want everything to end but it just doesn't. However i dont recommend your method and i hope you rethink it.

 

[sepulchre]

Jumping is pretty hard to do, especially sober. SI and all that.

 

[kk13]

Dont attempt jumping if you know it will not work so that you dont end up living like a vegetable. I understand your pain and suffering, i very much failed my attempts too, however you should never try to 'feed yourself negative thoughts' because why are you doing that? I understand your exhaustion, i know how tiring it is when you want everything to end but it just doesn't. However i dont recommend your method and i hope you rethink it.

By not working i mean not being able to jump. Because none of the methods are fully reliable, even by hanging you could get brain damage and i dont have access to drugs or chemicals.
What method do you recommend?

Jumping is pretty hard to do, especially sober. SI and all that.

Ya but its the only option available. Im gonna try to do it on impulse because if i think about it too much i wont be able to do it

 

[egyptian_baddie]

By not working i mean not being able to jump. Because none of the methods are fully reliable, even by hanging you could get brain damage and i dont have access to drugs or chemicals.
What method do you recommend?

Ya but its the only option available. Im gonna try to do it on impulse because if i think about it too much i wont be able to do

You should not do anything impulsively especially suicide, its not a small decision. Suicide is a 'life' decision. No matter what,
Suicide is still a huge decision that should not be taken lightly. I hope you find peace and solace but please dont do it. You can dm me if you feel like venting and maybe we can talk kt out

 

[knowledgeseeking]

If you are considering jumping, don't do it unless it is at such a great height that survival would be a shocking miracle. Anything less sounds like a great way to end up disabled