Crematoryy
Autophagic Loneliness
- Feb 12, 2025
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I'm blocked on all social media. There wasn't a declared breakup, there wasn't a big argument between me and the other person. And guess what, that person vanished, disappeared. This isn't the first time this has happened, it must be the fifth. In a few months, they'll come back, say they like me, and that they regret what they did. I'm being psychologically abused in this relationship. I'm being punished by the person I love and am willing to sacrifice everything I have. I receive silence instead of attention. I never failed, not even once, in this relationship. This world is so terribly unfair! I feel like ending the lives of multitudes! I gave my heart to a horrible person. One day there was a connection that gave my life meaning and hope. Now my affectionate memories have become a weapon used against me. Please, I need strength to leave this relationship. But I can't get this demon out of my mind! I'm being psychologically abused.
I couldn't stop telling you how special you were, how much I missed you, how much I wanted to be with you. There was true love. I received everything without possessing money, beauty, or health. I never forgot your moans, I never forgot your body. I never forgot the times I masturbated you. How could my relationship devolve into a sequence of psychological abuse that is making me cry? How can the same person hurt me so much without feeling empathy for me? How could the person I knew have changed? I will never be able to forget the person you were, unless that's the only way to survive emotionally. Know that I was whole from beginning to end. And that everything I did was driven by the fear of losing you.
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