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Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
130
Bye, gang I'm ctb on SN no antinematics, 98% purity, just Advil and balls of steel. Cee ya. I'm still scared but i NEED TO THUG IT OUTTT
 
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lanadelreyisgod223

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Jan 9, 2026
55
please think it thru. weigh your options <3 take care honey
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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Peace ā˜®ļø
 
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Flatbed3123

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Aug 8, 2026
21
Hope you find peace and love ;)
 
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samg12395

Member
Aug 13, 2026
32
Hope you find peace, also do you mind saying the pain level while you still can?
 
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Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
130
Hope you find peace, also do you mind saying the pain level while you still can?
I will try while I'm still conscious; currently its all just still ready in front of me, waiting for me to take a drink.
Ok took it 6:42Pm process started.
I took roughly 19g, no test strips or nausea meds because my friend took those away from me, I expect to puke
I took roughly 19g, no test strips or nausea meds because my friend took those away from me, I expect to puke
My heart is racing but idk if thats just anxiety from the drink
Oh I feel fast heart shortness of breathe
 
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pleaseletmeleave

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Jul 1, 2026
50
I will try while I'm still conscious; currently its all just still ready in front of me, waiting for me to take a drink.
Ok took it 6:42Pm process started.
I took roughly 19g, no test strips or nausea meds because my friend took those away from me, I expect to puke
I took roughly 19g, no test strips or nausea meds because my friend took those away from me, I expect to puke
My heart is racing but idk if thats just anxiety from the drink
I hope you find the peace you seek ā¤ļø
 
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Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
130
I will try while I'm still conscious; currently its all just still ready in front of me, waiting for me to take a drink.
Ok took it 6:42Pm process started.
I took roughly 19g, no test strips or nausea meds because my friend took those away from me, I expect to puke
I took roughly 19g, no test strips or nausea meds because my friend took those away from me, I expect to puke
My heart is racing but idk if thats just anxiety from the drink
Oh I feel fast heart shortness of breathe
6/10
Hearing is gone
Sweating
Jittery sweat
Hearing somewhat back texted friend groaning a little little vomit
Hearing somewhat back texted friend groaning a little little vomit
There was a spike but I feel slightly better now
There was a spike but I feel slightly better now
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

Ready To Enter The Real World
Aug 23, 2026
83
Bye, gang I'm ctb on SN no antinematics, 98% purity, just Advil and balls of steel. Cee ya. I'm still scared but i NEED TO THUG IT OUTTT
I respect that! Ill be joining you in a few days. See ya on the otherside!

I lost hearing when i OD'ed. Wonder if this is associated with getting close to death?

I hope you have a peaceful journey :)
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,403
I hope you're doing ok. I wish you peace šŸ•Šļø.
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
113
Bye, gang I'm ctb on SN no antinematics, 98% purity, just Advil and balls of steel. Cee ya. I'm still scared but i NEED TO THUG IT OUTTT

6/10
Hearing is gone
Sweating
Jittery sweat
Hearing somewhat back texted friend groaning a little little vomit
Hearing somewhat back texted friend groaning a little little vomit
There was a spike but I feel slightly better now
There was a spike but I feel slightly better now
Good luck, you will be in heaven ā¤ļø
 
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George77

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Aug 1, 2026
8
I also wish peace to you, if you're still conscious to read this.

I appreciate you reporting your pain level and other symptoms while you still can.

I also admire your courage in taking the plunge, and I may be joining you on the other side as well within the next couple of days if I can also build up the courage...
 
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fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
1,009
if you change your mind, you can call emergency number and tell emergency people you took SN and need methylene blue. it's very possibly too late and you'll die even if you call, but sometimes people who get methylene blue in time live.

methylene blue

i'm so sorry things have been so difficult :'(

i like the art you posted under the share your art thread

you haven't posted anything in a while, it seems likely you are dead.

;-;;-;;-;;-;;-;

i'm sorry you were so sad and i hope things don't hurt anymore, but i wish you had tried to stay alive longer, you were so young...
 
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darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹
 
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goodbycruelworld

Member
Aug 12, 2026
15
Sorry you're hurting so bad and that this was the only option that made sense, I'm about there myself and scared as well, I just think we deserved better, I hope you find peace and I may be joining you very soon as well.
 
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darksoul999

Ready To Enter The Real World
Aug 23, 2026
83
Checking in, I think she is gone.

If not, i hope she got help.

Hope you are ok where ever you are.
 
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lexxalexxalexxa777

balled too hard, now they wanna fine me! Cray.
Sep 10, 2026
7
Peace and love to you.
 
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
364
I hope you find the ultimate peace freedom and love. Happy departure!!!
 

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