Help I'm planning for next summer

[Eren]

I'm planning my CTB for next summer, I'll do it in the woods, I just found a bus line that leaves me very close to the forest (I do not have a car)

Right now I have several methods in mind that I can perform in the forest, but all with enough problems:

1) Tent + CO: What worries me about this method is the possible brain damage if it fails, it really scares me, I would have to look for a really reliable source of CO, and I would have to be sure that the CO does not escape through of the tent.

2) SN: Painful, and I would have to calculate the exact dose according to my weight, age etc ... I also do not know if buying SN is legal in Spain.

3) Full hanging: It is also painful, and as in CO, I worry about possible brain damage if I do not do it correctly.

There is still a lot of time left for the summer, so I can plan it with enough time.
I hope I have the courage to do it, as I have said many times, what hurts me most is the damage it will do to my family.

 

[Lifeisatrap]

Brain damage is a terrifying possibility with most methods:(

 

[Sinbad]

Planning 6 months ahead just to CTB is kinda..

I mean, so much can happen in 6 months.. How about you spent the next few months trying to fight your demons for your family sake. And who know maybe for your own sake as well :)

In Mai, if things are still shit go ahead and plan your exit from there.

 

[Eren]

Planning 6 months ahead just to CTB is kinda..

I mean, so much can happen in 6 months.. How about you spent the next few months trying to fight your demons for your family sake. And who know maybe for your own sake as well :)

In Mai, if things are still shit go ahead and plan your exit from there.

I know, but I want to do it in the summer in the woods, not in the winter.