StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
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Is there any ctb method of overdosing painlessly im scared of hanging myself because it's really painful and i can't afford a gun and a bullet
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
Overdosing on anything that is over the counter usually just fails and leads to more suffering, I think that in general overdosing generally isn't recommended if one wishes to succeed in ctb, there is a reason as to why there isn't information about it in the suicide resource compilation on here. Sadly in this world suicide just isn't straightforward and I doubt that there would be all these endless threads on here if it was possible to overdose easily and painlessly in a reliable way. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how we exist in this cruel world where suicide is so unnecessarily difficult.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

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SN is relatively? peaceful.
 
Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
Is there any ctb method of overdosing painlessly im scared of hanging myself because it's really painful and i can't afford a gun and a bullet
I plan on ctb tomorrow, feel free to email me or we can talk here. I took a bottle of pills before all 30 and became miserably sick and I would have called 911 but was too embarrassed thinking someone would recognize me because I use to sort of work at the nearest hospital and I didn't want to be seen. It's a slow and miserable process and I'd never do that again, keep searching but honestly I'd never do that again! Best wishes to you ❤️
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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I plan on ctb tomorrow, feel free to email me or we can talk here. I took a bottle of pills before all 30 and became miserably sick and I would have called 911 but was too embarrassed thinking someone would recognize me because I use to sort of work at the nearest hospital and I didn't want to be seen. It's a slow and miserable process and I'd never do that again, keep searching but honestly I'd never do that again! Best wishes to you ❤️
Hi are you okay?
 
Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
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Hi are you okay?
Yes, thank you. I was placed on a 72 hour hold and currently in recovery at home. I don't understand why people called because I make it no secret I hate this life and ready to go. I just pray I get some terminal illness soon and go. I won't ctb but I pray this miserable life is over soon, but I wouldn't dare tell anyone that ever again. How are you?
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
Yes, thank you. I was placed on a 72 hour hold and currently in recovery at home. I don't understand why people called because I make it no secret I hate this life and ready to go. I just pray I get some terminal illness soon and go. I won't ctb but I pray this miserable life is over soon, but I wouldn't dare tell anyone that ever again. How are you?
Hi I am down, one week before I failed nitrogen exit ctb and I was sad about it

I know I did a lot of mistakes like laying down in bed, for some reason I suddenly increased my nitrogen output to the maximum I don't know why, I waited waited for 22 minutes after that gas ran out, I used a 1500 liters compressed gas cylinder with some stupid regulator with no flow meter, exit bag was so thick, I don't know I just did a lot of mistake

I wake up and my head was hurting until morning, little dizzy, I was scared that I got brain damage but I am okay now and will try again

After my failed attempt I thought of jumping from building but my condo is only 8 floors and I live in 2nd floor so I don't know whether jumping would have worked or not

I literally spend all my money and now I sold my iPhone, iPad and ps5 to try my next attempt, hope I make it, right now I am hiding from my family in Thailand, I just enjoyed 1 year in Thailand and after everything now I am ready to ctb, hope I am successful in my next attempt

What you think?

I am messed up don't know what to do
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
Hi I am down, one week before I failed nitrogen exit ctb and I was sad about it

I know I did a lot of mistakes like laying down in bed, for some reason I suddenly increased my nitrogen output to the maximum I don't know why, I waited waited for 22 minutes after that gas ran out, I used a 1500 liters compressed gas cylinder with some stupid regulator with no flow meter, exit bag was so thick, I don't know I just did a lot of mistake

I wake up and my head was hurting until morning, little dizzy, I was scared that I got brain damage but I am okay now and will try again

After my failed attempt I thought of jumping from building but my condo is only 8 floors and I live in 2nd floor so I don't know whether jumping would have worked or not

I literally spend all my money and now I sold my iPhone, iPad and ps5 to try my next attempt, hope I make it, right now I am hiding from my family in Thailand, I just enjoyed 1 year in Thailand and after everything now I am ready to ctb, hope I am successful in my next attempt

What you think?

I am messed up don't know what to do
I want to 1st say I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. I'm so exhausted with life. My method would have been a great one and I'm sure it would have worked and it was painless. It's really hard to kill yourself, I've had 5 attempts! Do you feel comfortable sharing what drove you to this point?
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
I want to 1st say I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. I'm so exhausted with life. My method would have been a great one and I'm sure it would have worked and it was painless. It's really hard to kill yourself, I've had 5 attempts! Do you feel comfortable sharing what drove you to this point?
What is your preferred method?

Family issues, depression, health issues, debt, I don't think no one care, I am always a outsider in my family

Can I dm you if you are okay
 
Suwa

Suwa

Member
May 7, 2023
41
Careful, that can easily lead to some really bad stuff, but not death. Do some research on what you're going to take, I would recommend figuring out what would be a lethal dosage, and the probability of dying from it. If your answers are vague, you don't have enough for a lethal dosage, or the probability of dying is low, I wouldn't do it.
 
Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
What is your preferred method?

Family issues, depression, health issues, debt, I don't think no one care, I am always a outsider in my family

Can I dm you if you are okay
Sure you can. How do we DM? I only have email and it's my real name. I'll create a new email address for you, give me a sec and I'll post it
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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Careful, that can easily lead to some really bad stuff, but not death. Do some research on what you're going to take, I would recommend figuring out what would be a lethal dosage, and the probability of dying from it. If your answers are vague, you don't have enough for a lethal dosage, or the probability of dying is low, I wouldn't do it.
What is your preferred method?
Sure you can. How do we DM? I only have email and it's my real name. I'll create a new email address for you, give me a sec and I'll post it
Okay thank you
 
Suwa

Suwa

Member
May 7, 2023
41
What is your preferred method?

Okay thank you
I personally don't have a preferred method. It might sound dumb, but I'm currently waiting to be taken out naturally, or by accident. However, if you're in an environment with tall buildings, I think going from there would be a good way. It's quick, easy and free. Just make sure the building is high enough, and you land on your head, upper back, or neck. Otherwise, things may go wrong. But it's easier than overdosing.
Also, drowning almost has a 100% success rate, there's almost nothing that can go wrong. The con with drowning is that it feels terrible, and takes quite some time for it to finish. It's preferred to swim to the center of a lake and then swim straight down without stopping.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
I personally don't have a preferred method. It might sound dumb, but I'm currently waiting to be taken out naturally, or by accident. However, if you're in an environment with tall buildings, I think going from there would be a good way. It's quick, easy and free. Just make sure the building is high enough, and you land on your head, upper back, or neck. Otherwise, things may go wrong. But it's easier than overdosing.
Also, drowning almost has a 100% success rate, there's almost nothing that can go wrong. The con with drowning is that it feels terrible, and takes quite some time for it to finish. It's preferred to swim to the center of a lake and then swim straight down without stopping.
These are scary
 
Suwa

Suwa

Member
May 7, 2023
41
These are scary
ayya, maybe doing a CTB isn't for you. No judgement. I get what you mean as well, they are scary. No way in hell am I trying them, which is why I'm just waiting.
 

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