WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
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This is it : I've finally decided to do something that I've been thinking of doing for a long time now - I'm flying to Mexico to hunt down some N.
Ive sold a few things over the course of the last couple of weeks because I'm getting rid of everything before I ctb.
I was going to give the money away to people who really need it but I've changed my mind because N has always been my dream method and I have to try my best to find some if possible.
I'm leaving my phone behind and just travelling with cash so leaving no electronic footprints while in Tijuana.
If I'm lucky enough to find N , then I have a method of getting it back here so I can finally ctb in peace.
Goodbye for now my wonderful sasu family, I'll let you know what happened when I return.
Let the adventure begin.
 
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Lostman1029

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God Speed ND!
 
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notahappygirl

Student
Jun 6, 2023
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When are you planning to go ?
Just so you know there's shortage of N right now in Tijuana I went and was unlucky. As far as I know it's easier to find it OTC in Cusco but I wish you the best of luck.
 
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user56765567

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Oct 1, 2023
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Good luck and I hope you have a safe journey to and from there.
 
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ForeverBroken

ForeverBroken

Memento mori
Jun 17, 2023
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I wish you luck and be safe. Look forward into hearing how things went.
 
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warm dreams

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Nov 23, 2023
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Wish you luck! Hope everything goes well!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you all the best with your plan, have a nice and safe journey wherever your way will lead you! Good luck!!
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
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That sounds awesome.

Safe travels, can't wait to hear how it goes
 
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LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

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Feb 6, 2020
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Keep us updated? Good luck
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
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This is it : I've finally decided to do something that I've been thinking of doing for a long time now - I'm flying to Mexico to hunt down some N.
Ive sold a few things over the course of the last couple of weeks because I'm getting rid of everything before I ctb.
I was going to give the money away to people who really need it but I've changed my mind because N has always been my dream method and I have to try my best to find some if possible.
I'm leaving my phone behind and just travelling with cash so leaving no electronic footprints while in Tijuana.
If I'm lucky enough to find N , then I have a method of getting it back here so I can finally ctb in peace.
Goodbye for now my wonderful sasu family, I'll let you know what happened when I return.
Let the adventure begin.
Wishing you safe travels and good luck in finding N. As you've probably seen yourself, some here have reported finding it in Peru too.

Sorry you'll be offline until you're home but fully respect you don't want to leave the digital breadcrumbs.

:heart:
 
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LeperGnome

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Nov 14, 2023
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Safe travels, hope you get lucky!
 
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TooConscious

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Sep 16, 2020
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Take care, be safe
 
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BaloonGuy

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Nov 16, 2023
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Hope you get what you need.
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
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Hopefully it'll go well, good luck
 
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LittleBlackCat

Experienced
Feb 6, 2020
289
You might have more luck in Lima or Cusco .. but still, i wish you luck

I'm considering this myself.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
Wishing you safe travels and good luck in finding N. As you've probably seen yourself, some here have reported finding it in Peru too.

Sorry you'll be offline until you're home but fully respect you don't want to leave the digital breadcrumbs.

:heart:
Replying to myself here @Nembutal dreams but you do of course know this as I've just seen you liked a post where it's called "H" in Peru! :pfff:

Take care
 
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gbi2

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Jul 10, 2023
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I hope you have a nice journey. Best of luck
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck with your plans, to me those with access to Nembutal really are so fortunate.
 
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