Method I'm on 50mg zoloft, how much should I take to CTB

[deadtohim]

I cheated on the only relationship I had a chance at being happy in. I don't know what to do. Im nothing to noone and I don't really have anywhere to go so I'm still living with him. I'm yesterdays trash eating to be taken out so I'm gonna do it myself. I tried to get help was was prescribed Zoloft (sertaline) and I know there's an amount that can cause an OD but no sources I've seen that say that amount. I want to know. Does anyone know that amount?

I'm a bit of a coward. Might have BPD Along with other things so this might just be me spiraling. idk if I'll go through with it soon or at all but I still want to know

 

[noheart]

Don't think it would work. Probably would need to take 500+ pills.

 

[willitpass]

None. Antidepressants are notoriously unreliable for CTB.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't think you should consider CTB bc you cheated on your relationship. Sometimes we make bad decisions without thinking about them.

If you're interested in OD you should read the PPH and only TCAs can be used to CTB.

 

[LunarLight]

It won't work. Read the PPH and check out the Suicide Resource Compilation if you're sure you wanna CTB.

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[banger12]

Death by Zoloft won't work. It can cause serotonin syndrome if you try to OD however. Which from what I understand can be hellish.

 

[deadtohim]

I don't think you should consider CTB bc you cheated on your relationship. Sometimes we make bad decisions without thinking about them.

If you're interested in OD you should read the PPH and only TCAs can be used to CTB.

Its not just the relationship, that's just what broke the camels back. It's an accurate description that I make mistakes without thinking and I can't seem to stop myself from making them. I dissociate and just act on impulse and leave myself horrified after.wheather it's hard drugs, useless sex, causing problems with my health, etc. It doesn't feel like it'll ever end I'm just gonna hurt another person. this one was the longest lasting one before I caved and told him what I was doing behind his back. It wasn't just once I don't even know the number but probably above 35. I don't even like sex anymore yet I still don't stop. Nothing I promise myself or others works to get me to stop. It's been months and the sadness hasn't gone away, the disappointment I feel for not living up to my family's expectations isn't going away, I can't stop sabotaging my life and it's getting worse. I don't know what to do and I just want to CTB it's been so many years of pain and being my own enemy and I'm tired of masking pretending everything is fine because "my smile lights up a room" I'm tired of going through the motions in public just to do another dumb thing. The therapy I put myself into has made me realize I've never really ever been happy and I don't know how to be happy. I don't know anything else besides ruining my own life. I want it to end

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Overdosing on Zoloft won't kill you it will only make you extremely sick.

 

[astr4]

when we start looking for bad ideas to kill ourselves it's normally because we're suffering so badly we can't think rationally. seems most people have already answered the question so i just wanna say i'm sorry you're feeling so awful. it sounds like you're dealing with a lot of self sabotaging. it reminds me of that one quote in a book i read as a teenager, "we accept the love we think we deserve." idk if that resonates with you. i think you did a bad thing because you were hurting but i don't think it makes you a bad person.

 

[maniac116]

I cheated on the only relationship I had a chance at being happy in. I don't know what to do. Im nothing to noone and I don't really have anywhere to go so I'm still living with him. I'm yesterdays trash eating to be taken out so I'm gonna do it myself. I tried to get help was was prescribed Zoloft (sertaline) and I know there's an amount that can cause an OD but no sources I've seen that say that amount. I want to know. Does anyone know that amount?

I'm a bit of a coward. Might have BPD Along with other things so this might just be me spiraling. idk if I'll go through with it soon or at all but I still want to know

That's probably not going to work.
Antidepressants aren't an effective CTB method. It can cause heart liver & kidney damage as well

 

[Trying To Live]

You will need Tricyclic antidepressants.

I have Anafranil/Clomipramine at home. My psychiatrist wanted to try it for my depression. I took it two times and then never again. I can fake it and tell her it's working to get more prescriptions.