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dylanoffline

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Sep 25, 2023
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I don't know how to really describe it. Maybe my serotonin or whatever receptors have just been burned to a crisp, but for the past week ai've been trying to get myself excited about anything- and nothing's working.

It used to be "just gotta make it to friday" but now the concept of Friday doesn't invite any emotion in me. The weekend, either. What the fuck do I do? I'm so scared
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Are you on psych meds? What happened?
 
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used to it
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Are you on psych meds? What happened?
I'm on sertraline and self dosing clonazepam. Nothings really happened at all, I just started realizing that I'm not really excited for anything anymore
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Idk whether self-dosing is a good idea. Can that be a side effect from Sertraline? You should ask your doc.
 
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Sep 25, 2023
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Idk whether self-dosing is a good idea. Can that be a side effect from Sertraline? You should ask your doc.
I should. I'll see when the next time I can see him is —
Thank you for talking to me :)
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

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Aug 9, 2023
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Prob depression/suicidal ideation.

Or maybe meds? Idk
 
Clowndollie

Clowndollie

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Apr 14, 2024
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I struggle with this too. I hope the positive feeling returns soon. Do you have any hobbies or interests that bring you a bit of joy?
 

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