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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
Hai. checking in just to tell y'all that I'm still alive. Suicide is difficult. I went to the store to get an Oreo Donut and I'm cleaning up my apartment.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,701
If you have to live, eating a donut is good.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,501
It really is too difficult to die, I hate how it's not straightforward to just cease existing in peace. But anyway best wishes.
 
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higherthanthesun

higherthanthesun

Dead
Nov 9, 2023
44
Hai. checking in just to tell y'all that I'm still alive. Suicide is difficult. I went to the store to get an Oreo Donut and I'm cleaning up my apartment.
I'm glad your doing okay, donuts are the best, I find cleaning helps me clean my mind sometimes <3
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
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Omm nomm nomm
 
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inpursuitofpeace

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Jan 4, 2023
53
I feel this. I am in a similar, yet different situation. Mine is more recovery-focused, but still, I feel you. I have had so many urges to die, but I haven't recently attempted (aka this week) because I know that they would fail (due to lack of adequate access) and it isn't worth the risk of hospitalization and the shame I feel afterwards if someone were to find out. So, I'm here, frustratingly trying to live, drinking a fancy coffee, and trying to make it through. At least if you're still here, a donut is a great way to go. It kind of makes things momentarily more enjoyable. But yeah, living sucks.