I kind of started making a plan
Just to let you know where abouts I am
I tried dialing out but got an engaged tone
I reached out to hold you but could only grasp my phone
Head in hands and slumped towards my knee
I sob and sob, reaching out for sanity
We pay big euro for services that fail us
"Come back in 3 weeks for that medication adjust"
"You present OK, fit in with society and hide your madness away"
But you hide away from the ridicule of a world not designed for you
At the utter discontentment you face
At services that are just a waste
In waiting rooms that are a copy and paste
The Hum of fridges and bright lights galore
Focusing on thoughts so impure
Just not able to deal with it anymore
Reaching out boundlessly
Wishing you could just scream relentlessly
In the faces of those denying you the peace and quite
Of a mind not so violent
Going against your hidden grace
Oh incurable humanist you are
Except when it comes to being your own matyr
Just to let you know where abouts I am
I tried dialing out but got an engaged tone
I reached out to hold you but could only grasp my phone
Head in hands and slumped towards my knee
I sob and sob, reaching out for sanity
We pay big euro for services that fail us
"Come back in 3 weeks for that medication adjust"
"You present OK, fit in with society and hide your madness away"
But you hide away from the ridicule of a world not designed for you
At the utter discontentment you face
At services that are just a waste
In waiting rooms that are a copy and paste
The Hum of fridges and bright lights galore
Focusing on thoughts so impure
Just not able to deal with it anymore
Reaching out boundlessly
Wishing you could just scream relentlessly
In the faces of those denying you the peace and quite
Of a mind not so violent
Going against your hidden grace
Oh incurable humanist you are
Except when it comes to being your own matyr
