My mom and my big sister decided to turn their backs on me but they're all I have.
It's fucking stupid how they turn something small into an excuse to punish me.
I wore my sister's shirt on accident
Shes 21 and now I have to somehow pay for it when its not damaged.
I wore it for school which is virtual and I took it off right after. I didn't know and apologize but my mother insisted it's consequences and my ego is talking.
I don't have an ego, I can't afford to have one. I feel hopeless this year has already sucked and knowing that my mom doesn't give a shit about my mental health when I never wait to make it clear that I'd always be there for her.
To support her and her fucking book. She makes a childrens book but doesn't even care about her own child's health? Fucking ironic. I never get to tell my side of things.
I feel like venting here is pointless now that I'm older. But I don't want to talk to a void anymore, I don't want to kill myself. The thought of not waking up terrified me but the thoughts are so fucking strong and I don't know
It's fucking stupid how they turn something small into an excuse to punish me.
I wore my sister's shirt on accident
Shes 21 and now I have to somehow pay for it when its not damaged.
I wore it for school which is virtual and I took it off right after. I didn't know and apologize but my mother insisted it's consequences and my ego is talking.
I don't have an ego, I can't afford to have one. I feel hopeless this year has already sucked and knowing that my mom doesn't give a shit about my mental health when I never wait to make it clear that I'd always be there for her.
To support her and her fucking book. She makes a childrens book but doesn't even care about her own child's health? Fucking ironic. I never get to tell my side of things.
I feel like venting here is pointless now that I'm older. But I don't want to talk to a void anymore, I don't want to kill myself. The thought of not waking up terrified me but the thoughts are so fucking strong and I don't know
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