glitterypearls

glitterypearls

sing me to sleep
Mar 23, 2023
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I feel really alone because I have no one to vent to about my suicidal thoughts or struggles, I used to post on reddit but honestly they don't relate at all. I have BPD, depression, I self harm, eating disorder and I'm mute (but not deaf) this disability make it really hard to make friends. I made couple of online friends from reddit but with time I realized they aren't suicidal or even depressed so it just made me feel really bad about myself because they are "depressed" yet would do so much and I kept comparing myself to them. I thought I'd try here one more time before I give up lol I'm female and early 20s if that matters!

I mostly want to talk to someone where I can talk to them about struggles, suicidal thoughts without feeling like I'm a burden who is annoying because I assume we would relate and vent to each other about those things and maybe make our days less lonely by watching something together, talking or listening to music.
 
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SantasHelper

SantasHelper

Living the ‘gift’ of life
Apr 14, 2023
58
Im here. I struggle with Eating Disorder too, I'm also autistic and soemtimes I get non verbal. I'm 20 f
 
Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
82
If you want to be friends with me, I would be glad to be friends! I am a very boring person though, so not making any promises you'll find a connection with me or something like that! :ahhha:
 
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Azora

Azora

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Apr 13, 2023
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I also have an eating disorder. Been binging and purging since I was a teenager. Not something I really struggle with though since I honestly don't care about it that much. Everyone tells me that I'm going to die because of it but I'm still here. 😛

How did you become mute?
 
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Myers

Myers

I just want a hug please.
Apr 15, 2023
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Hello, I have selective mutism so I can kind of understand the struggles of trying to make friends, I also have an ED and I have Clinical depression. I would be more than happy to communicate with you, I'm very open minded and I want to make friends as well<3
 
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Dominicka

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Dec 22, 2021
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I don't have mutism but had a stroke 10 years ago (I'm 40) that fucked up my voice really bad, making it very difficult to express myself. I've always said one of the worst things about my situation was not being able to say what I want to say when I want to say it. I can't imagine dealing with that your whole life.

I also have BPD, OCD, - since my teens. Had an ED for a few years in my teens as well.

I'm open to chatting if you'd like. I'm incredibly suicidal. It's all I think about. I'm aiming for the end of summer and it's all I can do to hang on til then.
 
Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
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I feel really alone because I have no one to vent to about my suicidal thoughts or struggles, I used to post on reddit but honestly they don't relate at all. I have BPD, depression, I self harm, eating disorder and I'm mute (but not deaf) this disability make it really hard to make friends. I made couple of online friends from reddit but with time I realized they aren't suicidal or even depressed so it just made me feel really bad about myself because they are "depressed" yet would do so much and I kept comparing myself to them. I thought I'd try here one more time before I give up lol I'm female and early 20s if that matters!

I mostly want to talk to someone where I can talk to them about struggles, suicidal thoughts without feeling like I'm a burden who is annoying because I assume we would relate and vent to each other about those things and maybe make our days less lonely by watching something together, talking or listening to music.
Hey, can I DM you?
 
10000DaysTooMany

10000DaysTooMany

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Apr 14, 2023
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If anyone ever needs to talk to someone I'm here. I cant speak on everything you've dealt with but iv experienced depression for most of my life now. 27f (trans) if that matters.
 
JRSEchelon

JRSEchelon

Member
Nov 7, 2021
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I feel really alone because I have no one to vent to about my suicidal thoughts or struggles, I used to post on reddit but honestly they don't relate at all. I have BPD, depression, I self harm, eating disorder and I'm mute (but not deaf) this disability make it really hard to make friends. I made couple of online friends from reddit but with time I realized they aren't suicidal or even depressed so it just made me feel really bad about myself because they are "depressed" yet would do so much and I kept comparing myself to them. I thought I'd try here one more time before I give up lol I'm female and early 20s if that matters!

I mostly want to talk to someone where I can talk to them about struggles, suicidal thoughts without feeling like I'm a burden who is annoying because I assume we would relate and vent to each other about those things and maybe make our days less lonely by watching something together, talking or listening to music.
Hi, I'm happy to be your friend. If you want to talk on this or through any other form of social media just let me know and I'm happy to give you my handles, although they are the same as my user name here. Anyways I am sorry you are going through so much and don't have anyone really. Sending my best and I'm more than happy to have you as my friend. Sending my best your way. We share a lot of the same challenges so just know I'm here.
 

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