glitterypearls
sing me to sleep
- Mar 23, 2023
- 183
I feel really alone because I have no one to vent to about my suicidal thoughts or struggles, I used to post on reddit but honestly they don't relate at all. I have BPD, depression, I self harm, eating disorder and I'm mute (but not deaf) this disability make it really hard to make friends. I made couple of online friends from reddit but with time I realized they aren't suicidal or even depressed so it just made me feel really bad about myself because they are "depressed" yet would do so much and I kept comparing myself to them. I thought I'd try here one more time before I give up lol I'm female and early 20s if that matters!
I mostly want to talk to someone where I can talk to them about struggles, suicidal thoughts without feeling like I'm a burden who is annoying because I assume we would relate and vent to each other about those things and maybe make our days less lonely by watching something together, talking or listening to music.
I mostly want to talk to someone where I can talk to them about struggles, suicidal thoughts without feeling like I'm a burden who is annoying because I assume we would relate and vent to each other about those things and maybe make our days less lonely by watching something together, talking or listening to music.