Im legit excited about tonight

[versea]

just went to a drug store and got everything I needed for the sn no questions asked. last night I went there and asked her to give me N just to give it a shot and she said she cant do it with no prescription. but today I got everything. maybe things are more otc here not sure
and now Im waiting for my 1kg of 99% sn to arrive. (99% was a lie on their website. its 97-100.5%. just to be accurate in case I succeed)

heres my plan:
I havent eaten or drank anything since this morning in case I get to buy things.
gonna have 3 glasses of 35g sn ready. wont be able to be exact tho cause the scale is out of batteries.
then I'll go to the basement storage room and take these:
propranolol 10*40 mg
nexium 4*20 mg
metoclopramide 3*10 mg
ondansetron 2*4 mg
ibuprofen 1*400 mg

then I'll put a 40 mins timer and take my sn.
not gonna be able to lie down I think. just gonna be sitting on the floor leaning against the wall
let me know if theres anything wrong with my plan or if you have any suggestions

 

[nevinoven]

Nice plan. I wish you good luck.

 

[versea]

also Im willing to video call over duo with someone in a private matter. if case reports are needed
any issues with smoking in the last minutes?

 

[deadverysoon]

also Im willing to video call over duo with someone in a private matter. if case reports are needed
any issues with smoking in the last minutes?

youre well prepared.
wish you luck.

think smoking does not effect the SN.

but maybe its important to prevent the building from catching fire.

so all flamable things out of the way would be a good idea.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Sounds good. Make sure you have the correct dosages and timing! Wishing you peace and success.

 

[versea]

youre well prepared.
wish you luck.

think smoking does not effect the SN.

but maybe its important to prevent the building from catching fire.

so all flamable things out of the way would be a good idea.

nice catch I wouldve not thought of that thank you


the sn just arrived. its all clumped up.
this is fucked right?
it says minimum shelf life until 2023 and the container was sealed

 

[BillyBob]

No, clumping does not matter. Mine has done the same and it is just because it gets compacted when moved around.
An example is like how sand or dirt clumps when compacted together.

 

[deadverysoon]

nice catch I wouldve not thought of that thank you
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the sn just arrived. its all clumped up.
this is fucked right?
it says minimum shelf life until 2023 and the container was sealedView attachment 74273

cant tell you if its fucked up tbh. maybe someone else can give a more qualified advice for this.

but one thing is fucked up for sure: this planet ;-)

 

[versea]

No, clumping does not matter. Mine has done the same and it is just because it gets compacted when moved around.
An example is like how sand or dirt clumps when compacted together.

thank you I did a blood test anyways and it seems like it works.

cant tell you if its fucked up tbh. maybe someone else can give a more qualified advice for this.

but one thing is fucked up for sure: this planet ;-)

agreed

 

[deadverysoon]

thank you I did a blood test anyways and it seems like it works.

agreed

wish you good luck - im very sad that you have to ctb...

 

[versea]

thanks friend. as long as I dont fail I'll finally get the peace Ive been looking for. this is a happy thread.
I could cope if I wanted to. but Ive been shutting down any happy feeling Ive got on porpose. theres no point in coping when the main issues will never get fixed. wouldve probably just developed bipolar disorder to suffer a few years longer.

 

[iluvkorn2]

hey, any updates?

 

[versea]

hey, any updates?

gonna do it in 5-6 hours probably.

 

[sadpinky]

also Im willing to video call over duo with someone in a private matter. if case reports are needed
any issues with smoking in the last minutes?

If this is truly what YOU want to do and you're doing so of sound mind and If this offer stands I'd be ok documenting for our community you can pm me if you're in the states we can text

 

[Bullit]

also Im willing to video call over duo with someone in a private matter. if case reports are needed
any issues with smoking in the last minutes?

Smoking isn't good for you...

 

[versea]

Smoking isn't good for you...

I'll quit tomorrow

 

[3691215]

Good luck. I just hope you succeed if that's really what you want..

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[versea]

gonna drink it in 3 minutes.. see you guys on the other sides hopefully

 

[deadverysoon]

gonna drink it in 3 minutes.. see you guys on the other sides hopefully

see you on the other side

 

[IsThisReal]

Oh I just read this, I am wondering if 35g of SN might be too much? wouldn't this cause you to vomit too quickly?
I hope you find the peace you are looking for as well.

 

[Cheza_mus]

I wish you peace where you go my friend

 

[sadpinky]

Mods:, versea has passed away peacefully. Please remove his account
Rest In Peace good friend, safe travels. I'll meet you soon

 

[IsThisReal]

Mods:, versea has passed away peacefully. Please remove his account
Rest In Peace good friend, safe travels. I'll meet you soon

This is so surreal. Rest in peace.

 

[lostmyhope86]

rest in peace

 

[BobMorane]

R.I.P @sadpinky did you witness the whole thing ?

 

[sadpinky]

R.I.P @sadpinky did you witness the whole thing ?

I did. I'm getting my thoughts in order to post a proper documentation . His only request be that his face be spared from being recognized. Otherwise he didn't mind the documentation going up.

 

[weallneedtovent]

I did. I'm getting my thoughts in order to post a proper documentation . His only request be that his face be spared from being recognized. Otherwise he didn't mind the documentation going up.

His and your personal sacrifice help us all understand what we need to do to finally be at peace. We are all eternally great full

 

[PinkSakura]

Good luck

 

[sadpinky]

His discord call with me is still up privately, do I just wait until his phone dies? I can't find a way to end it myself
Edit: his phone finally died
Versea was a pretty Average hefty 26 year old male who ingested what he believed was roughly 30g of SN mixed with around half a glass of water, at 3:22pm he began the first dose.
0.0mim: he cheers goodbye and takes the sn
0.2 min ask how it tastes, he says very salty but not bad with a smile on his face, he starts to look around to make sure that he's prepared, I suggest he move the phone so it won't be knocked over and he does so.
0.5min: I ask how he's feeling, he replied shortness of breath with burning stomach fast hear beat.
I continued monitoring for the next few minutes as his breathing continuously got shallower and slower.
0.7min he tried to continue smoking a cigarette but complained that it would make him burp and throw up so he put it out.
0.10min: noticing his skin change color as he's laying on his back leaning on a dresser
0.11min: sits up as if reflex and throws up, probably holds it in, lays back down and this is where I believe he loses consciousness. Limbs start stuffing up and seems like seizure.
0.12min: tried asking if he's ok no reply
From here until 3:47pm he spent twitching and moving almost as if all by reflex, a mixture of death rattle, potential vomiting noises and light moaning.
From what I could tell his last breath was at 3:47pm. I checked back on the call when I posted at around 5pm and the call was still active, no breathing or movement.
he was incredibly brave and although had his own set of trauma He chose to go in his home once his parents were asleep. I wish him a safe ride and his family my condolences. And to the readers I apologize if there's not much context or more info, we tried to keep everything as vague as possible to avoid backlash and issues.