Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
4:00 PM
X2 pain killers

4:15 PM
X3 Meto

4:30 PM
x4 Tagamet

5:00 PM
Take SN

Does my plan looks good. I'm alone thankfully :). I'm leaving today, and I have one extra SN just in case.
 
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Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
Your plan is fine , wish you well and that you find peacefulness. :heart:
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
What are the measurements you're using for SN and water -- how much of each? Asking for your benefit as some people don't get it right.

If you're using teaspoons or tablespoons, are they for eating or measuring? Same with measuring cups for the water.

Will you have fasted for a minimum of four hours before taking the SN?
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
What are the measurements you're using for SN and water? Asking for your benefit as some people don't get it right. If you're using teaspoons or tablespoons, are they for eating or measuring? Same with measuring cups for the water.

Will you have fasted for a minimum of four hours before taking the SN?
Yes I have fasted more than 8 hours. I'm using 25 grams of SN, and 50 ML of water, and I'm using a kitchen scale rather than using measuring spoons.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
Yes I have fasted more than 8 hours. I'm using 25 grams of SN, and I'm using a kitchen scale rather than using measuring spoons.

50 ml of water?
 
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Darksektori

Experienced
Jun 8, 2020
237
4:00 PM
X2 pain killers

4:15 PM
X3 Meto

4:30 PM
x4 Tagamet

5:00 PM
Take SN

Does my plan looks good. I'm alone thankfully :). I'm leaving today, and I have one extra SN just in case.
Good luck friend may you find the peace you're searching for
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
I hope your transition is a smooth and peaceful one. Rest easy ❤️
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
@Shinbu, your plan looks accurate. I wish you the outcomes that are right for you. x
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,021
Sad to see you go. :'(
May you find peace and rest well. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend
 
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DoNotLet2

DoNotLet2

Wizard
Oct 14, 2019
684
Peace, but it's always sad when somebody leaves and is about to disappear...
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Dang, I'm sorry you've reached this point. Our interaction was brief but I want to Thank You for the support you've shared with me lately despite your own pain. May the other side treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. I wish I had more words that could help you, whatever happens peace be with you @Shinbu. ❤️
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
Not going to lie. I have never felt this peaceful in my mind. Unfortunately I'm not a wizard, and I can't wipe the memories of those who loved me, and I can't make my body dissappear into thin air after I die. It would be some kind of complex spell for like a level 99 mage. I hope they read the note in the living room, it's for my parent, and her boyfriend to help stop either of my brothers from seeing me blue, and dead.
Dang, I'm sorry you've reached this point. Our interaction was brief but I want to Thank You for the support you've shared with me lately despite your own pain. May the other side treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. I wish I had more words that could help you, whatever happens peace be with you @Shinbu.
No problem it's the least I can do before I leave, and thank you so much.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
When is it 5pm for you?
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
Wishing for your peace and well-being.
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
It's 4:44 PM right now. I have both SN filled with water in their cups.
I'm listening to this right now XD. Thank you Toriyama for being a part of my childhood.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
:( there is no shame to change your mind if it doesn't feel right. Peace to you
 
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Anonymoussn

Specialist
May 12, 2020
381
Best of luck. We'll be here if you need to talk at all!
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
If you decide to go ahead then safe journey onwards to somewhere beautiful..... :heart:
 
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Torbasco

Torbasco

Member
Jun 10, 2020
87
If it helps you feel better, you have good taste in Disgaea protagonists. There's no shame if you decide on turning back, since these things won't have a lasting effect on your body. When I decide to go, I feel like remembering something like that along the way would help me, if only for peace of mind as I drift off. But nevertheless, I hope you can find peace with wherever you end up.
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
You will soon reach the level of Super Saiyan! Dragon Ball Z kicks ass!!

Say hello to King Yemma and King Kai and have peace, finally :hug:
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I hope you find peace.
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494


I think you would've liked this one. It's similar to Shiki. I know you were struggling, especially the last few months, so I hope you're at peace now
 
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Lonelyman

Member
Jun 10, 2020
5
I hope you find peace
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I hope you find happiness.
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Another beautiful soul is leaving us. I hope youre going somewhere better .
 
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cursum.perficio

Member
Nov 26, 2019
75
rest in eternal peace. I didn't have the chance to talk to you but knowing you're no longer suffering is comforting to me.
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494



It's been two weeks. Shinbu, I'm praying that you've found peace. I'm truly sorry you had to CTB. I wish life had been kinder to you, that it was kinder to all of us.
 
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