Last post i was talking about the conflict i had in my head, theres my boyfriend who loves me and i like him a lot, and theres this person i just cant get off my head, it got to the point i got all the messages i had with this person and put on a ai to ask if i ever had a chance, luckly it said no. Today i spend in bed just fantacising about this person, like just letting the bad thoughts free you know, until i realise i dont lik the person just the idea i have of it, but even with all of that, my stupid brain still craves for a single message of him, instead of my boyfrind, just whole thing is just pathetic, and i dont know how to get this out of my head
wantingdignity
Little lost
- Apr 5, 2025
- 133
I think if you're stuck between two people, you might need to take a break and work on you. Not necessarily a breakup, but it's not fair to the other person to be with you while you're toying around with other futures.
