Venting i’m just pathetic

[hysterical&useless]

i'm feeling miserable. there is nothing i like about myself. i hate the way i look, i hate how i talk, i hate the way i think. i hate my body and particularly my face and chest

i always procrastinate, im always exhausted. i don't really have any friends - i am not liked for who i am over anyone else. they would rather find someone different.

i don't think i've ever felt uglier. inside and out. im a freak. i've been making myself throw up so i lose weight. i only had one bowl of food today. i'm not saying this as a plea for pity. i get that i lead a privileged life. i just want to get it off my chest. thank you for reading.

 

[GoSan1]

i'm feeling miserable. there is nothing i like about myself. i hate the way i look, i hate how i talk, i hate the way i think. i hate my body and particularly my face and chest

i always procrastinate, im always exhausted. i don't really have any friends - i am not liked for who i am over anyone else. they would rather find someone different.

i don't think i've ever felt uglier. inside and out. im a freak. i've been making myself throw up so i lose weight. i only had one bowl of food today. i'm not saying this as a plea for pity. i get that i lead a privileged life. i just want to get it off my chest. thank you for reading.

I get that, kinda feel the same besides the throwing up part. I'm growing straight movie-type insane with random bursts of screams. Nothing we can do about it too, besides to drown in it.

 

[slinkey10]

i'm feeling miserable. there is nothing i like about myself. i hate the way i look, i hate how i talk, i hate the way i think. i hate my body and particularly my face and chest

i always procrastinate, im always exhausted. i don't really have any friends - i am not liked for who i am over anyone else. they would rather find someone different.

i don't think i've ever felt uglier. inside and out. im a freak. i've been making myself throw up so i lose weight. i only had one bowl of food today. i'm not saying this as a plea for pity. i get that i lead a privileged life. i just want to get it off my chest. thank you for reading.

No - you're not Pathetic ! Your OP & feelings are totally valid!

 

[Well_Its_Time]

Sorry that you are feeling like this today. I haven't eaten in 7 days because of depression. When I do eat, I throw it up.

 

[hysterical&useless]

thanks for your support everyone i really appreciate it - i just took a nap and i'm feeling better. i hope you have a better tomorrow :)

No - you're not Pathetic ! Your OP & feelings are totally valid!

thank you i appreciate the kind words ◡̈

I get that, kinda feel the same besides the throwing up part. I'm growing straight movie-type insane with random bursts of screams. Nothing we can do about it too, besides to drown in it.

honestly - i think it comes in waves. i just took a nap and im feeling much better. catch your breath while you can - maybe we can both swim back to shore soon.

Sorry that you are feeling like this today. I haven't eaten in 7 days because of depression. When I do eat, I throw it up.

i'm so sorry to hear this. it's been something i'm really struggle with - i wouldn't say i'm particularly overweight or anything i just don't like the way my body looks. some part of me feels that maybe ill be happy when i look a certain way - but the reality is probably that ill find something else to fixate on afterwards. if you ever need someone to talk to let me know.