On Replay
What a day What a day
- Sep 23, 2022
- 279
Of everyone who has what they need to ctb , of those who get to go the way they want. The people with actual talent and skills but still go through with leaving anyway (I have none I just wish I was someone better than me) . For those who aren't here anymore, because now they're free.
It's like yeah, I'm glad for you. No more waking up to this world, no more being trapped in your sorrow. But here I am , another day, another breath, more time with living with myself and facing what life is throwing at me.
Probably sounds bad but it's true. Must be very nice to be dead and not aware anymore of anything or have everything you need to go when you want or everything you need to stay if you want. I want that , it's frustrating. I hate myself so much it makes me cringe . I beat myself up , literally sometimes and it's not enough . I'm tired
It's like yeah, I'm glad for you. No more waking up to this world, no more being trapped in your sorrow. But here I am , another day, another breath, more time with living with myself and facing what life is throwing at me.
Probably sounds bad but it's true. Must be very nice to be dead and not aware anymore of anything or have everything you need to go when you want or everything you need to stay if you want. I want that , it's frustrating. I hate myself so much it makes me cringe . I beat myself up , literally sometimes and it's not enough . I'm tired