Venting I'm in class right now fuck these cunts

[Terribledays]

I absolutely despise my selfish fucking classmates; they always live in ignorant bliss while I suffer every single day.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

Get off your phone, and pay attention then man

 

[NitrogenAfternoon]

You don't know anyone's struggles. Some of the happiest people are fighting battles you know nothing about.

 

[Jadeith]

You don't know anyone's struggles. Some of the happiest people are fighting battles you know nothing about.

Amen to that

 

[Terribledays]

You don't know anyone's struggles. Some of the happiest people are fighting battles you know nothing about.

Everyone's got a friend to talk to in that clique, but not me. I'm just the autistic outcast.

 

[Jadeith]

And which of these makes them cunts or their life an ignorant bliss? They are not obliged to talk to you as much as you are not obliged to talk to them or anyone else.
And the fact that they have someone to talk to only means they have tiny bit better chance not ending up here or similar place. Only tiny because, as mentioned before, struggling people might not share their problems during everyday talks and also, those listening might not be able or willing to offer any tangible support.

 

[Terribledays]

And which of these makes them cunts or their life an ignorant bliss? They are not obliged to talk to you as much as you are not obliged to talk to them or anyone else.
And the fact that they have someone to talk to only means they have tiny bit better chance not ending up here or similar place. Only tiny because, as mentioned before, struggling people might not share their problems during everyday talks and also, those listening might not be able or willing to offer any tangible support.

Well, what would you do in my position since you're so righteous?

 

[slightoverlooked]

Well, what would you do in my position since you're so righteous?

not direct your anger at people who are not responsible for your problems. i understand your frustration and school can be a horrible place but there r extroverted social people out there who are suicidal. i hope you can find friends who understand you and have the same interests.

 

[pyranha]

suffering is difficult and can taint the mind, changing you from the person you were before, so i dont blame you for your anger. i've been there. that being said, calling people you barely know awful names and immediately assuming bad intent of them is honestly part of what stands in your way in terms of social connections. maybe these people are good, maybe they're bad- i don't know. but part of being social and making friends is being willing to find out, which means taking a chance. maybe try talking to a few of these people with openness and compassion and the assumption of good intent. you might find the friends you want, and i hope you do find that friendship. best of luck

 

[Roadrunner]

You don't know anyone's struggles. Some of the happiest people are fighting battles you know nothing about.

Very good point! I can put on a happy face and seem very normal, yet I'm tortured inside. Nobody would suspect I'm suicidal.

 

[Jadeith]

Well, what would you do in my position since you're so righteous?

Definitely wouldn't call them cunts and expect them to solve my problems or demand them to be friends with me. I'm well past school times but definitely wasn't "popular kid" back then. My classmates weren't interested much in me and it never went through my mind to insult them because of that. Just kept to myself and did what i felt like doing, without bothering them.

 

[Terribledays]

My life has been going downhill ever since I met them and started going to that school. I became suicidal and started self-harm that just made things even worse. And I had to take months off school because I was actively trying to kill myself.

 

[Jadeith]

My life has been going downhill ever since I met them and started going to that school.

Question is - is that because of them and new school or just those things happen at the same time? Maybe, what troubles you started elsewhere? You know, if you can pinpoint it maybe there's a chance to avert its negative effects...