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Tulip<3
Student
- Aug 16, 2023
- 111
I'm in so, so much physical pain. You'd think after 11 years it would get easier but it doesn't. I just get more and more mentally exhausted. It's not fair that I am expected to just live with this, without adequate pain management. Not allowed morphine long term even though I don't abuse it. If I was given decent pain relief and treatment, I wouldn't be suicidal.
I get why they don't want to prescribe strong opiates long term. But I don't care about physical risks. Give me a potentially shorter, but better life. I would choose that any day over a long life of pain.
It's my body and I should be able to make these choices but I am not allowed. I feel trapped in my body, and I'm fucking tired.
Thanks for reading, just really needed to vent.
I get why they don't want to prescribe strong opiates long term. But I don't care about physical risks. Give me a potentially shorter, but better life. I would choose that any day over a long life of pain.
It's my body and I should be able to make these choices but I am not allowed. I feel trapped in my body, and I'm fucking tired.
Thanks for reading, just really needed to vent.