Im in a hotel right now. SI kicked in. Can somebody talk to me

[Eddypaddy]

Please somebody PM me. I can send you more information private

 

[divine4u2b]

I can talk to you if you me too. Do you want to talk via chat? Or are you looking for some one specific? I don't think it'll let me chat with you; or with anyone else on ... this iPhone.) I may have to log in to the desktop.. which can't be for another hour or so availability wise... do u have ... any apps like snap chat?

 

[Eddypaddy]

Yeah would be nice

 

[StarryStarry]

Do you want to pm? I'm here if you need me.

 

[divine4u2b]

Yeah would be nicedo u want to send me ur snap?

 

[divine4u2b]

sry new to this - saw you reaching out tho! Look forward to hearing from you!

 

[NotStrongEnough]

Hey there - listen, if you're scared, it's absolutely OK to wait another day. You don't have to do it today. If tomorrow is just as bad (and I won't lie to you, it might be), it's OK, you can wait until then.

There is no shame in what's happening to you. You are an individual and the only person who knows what's right for you is you. If it doesn't "feel" right today, if you need just 1 more day to get your SI in check, then take it. If that 1 day turns into more days, that's ok too. And if it doesn't turn into more days, then you can do what you need to do tomorrow.

We have SI for a reason, and you're seeing that reason now. And it's ok!! You are OK. There is nothing wrong with you, and there is nothing wrong with any of this. If you need to, give yourself a day.

I can't/won't encourage you, but if you want to just yammer at someone for a while, I'm absolutely here. We're here for you, no matter what choice you make.

 

[StarryStarry]

It appears that I can't pm you not sure why.

 

[divine4u2b]

snap is electric_comet
I definitely do not want to encourage you eddy - I hope you that you are ok - let me know. Please
Hang in there - please - you will be terribly missed. There is always tomorrow - asnotstrongenough mentioned. Hit me up tho if you need to talk / I'll be here anytime.

Do you want to pm? I'm here if you need me.

Thank you for seeing this; no one was responding so I did. I hope like heck eddy reached out to us. Any of us. I am concerned.

 

[StarryStarry]

Hey there - listen, if you're scared, it's absolutely OK to wait another day. You don't have to do it today. If tomorrow is just as bad (and I won't lie to you, it might be), it's OK, you can wait until then.

There is no shame in what's happening to you. You are an individual and the only person who knows what's right for you is you. If it doesn't "feel" right today, if you need just 1 more day to get your SI in check, then take it. If that 1 day turns into more days, that's ok too. And if it doesn't turn into more days, then you can do what you need to do tomorrow.

We have SI for a reason, and you're seeing that reason now. And it's ok!! You are OK. There is nothing wrong with you, and there is nothing wrong with any of this. If you need to, give yourself a day.

I can't/won't encourage you, but if you want to just yammer at someone for a while, I'm absolutely here. We're here for you, no matter what choice you make.

Call me dumb or old - what does SI mean?

 

[divine4u2b]

Hey there - listen, if you're scared, it's absolutely OK to wait another day. You don't have to do it today. If tomorrow is just as bad (and I won't lie to you, it might be), it's OK, you can wait until then.

There is no shame in what's happening to you. You are an individual and the only person who knows what's right for you is you. If it doesn't "feel" right today, if you need just 1 more day to get your SI in check, then take it. If that 1 day turns into more days, that's ok too. And if it doesn't turn into more days, then you can do what you need to do tomorrow.

We have SI for a reason, and you're seeing that reason now. And it's ok!! You are OK. There is nothing wrong with you, and there is nothing wrong with any of this. If you need to, give yourself a day.

I can't/won't encourage you, but if you want to just yammer at someone for a while, I'm absolutely here. We're here for you, no matter what choice you make.

Thank you as well for seeing this and checking in with Eddy

 

[NotStrongEnough]

Call me dumb or old - what does SI mean?

No problem, you're neither dumb nor old :) In this context, it means survival instinct. Outside, it tends to mean suicidal ideation.

Thank you as well for seeing this and checking in with Eddy

Absolutely. While I don't think any of us has any objective meaning (being a nihilist and all...) if I can help someone else really examine and decide if they're ready to CTB, I want to. It's not my place to judge someone if they're on the fence about it, I just want to make sure they're making the right decision for them, if that makes sense.

 

[divine4u2b]

No problem, you're neither dumb nor old :) In this context, it means survival instinct. Outside, it tends to mean suicidal ideation.

Absolutely. While I don't think any of us has any objective meaning (being a nihilist and all...) if I can help someone else really examine and decide if they're ready to CTB, I want to. It's not my place to judge someone if they're on the fence about it, I just want to make sure they're making the right decision for them, if that makes sense.

Right right that's exactly what I was thinking myself; I never did hear from Eddy tho... still hoping he hits me up! Fingers crossed..

Yeah would be nice

Eddy let me know if you want to talk I'm available any time. Day or night even mid morning! Please feel free to get at me!

 

[StarryStarry]

Right right that's exactly what I was thinking myself; I never did hear from Eddy tho... still hoping he hits me up! Fingers crossed..

Eddy let me know if you want to talk I'm available any time. Day or night even mid morning! Please feel free to get at me!

Eddy and I are pming.

 

[ForeverLonely82]

I,also am PMing Eddy. We are all in this hell of life together and the best we all can do is help each other when feeling defeated.

 

[divine4u2b]

Eddy and I are pming.

Straight up - Thank you! I have never opened up an account quicker in my life... - looks like I have a new snap chat acct! Yippee - Much Love tho Starry & Eddy

 

[Eddypaddy]

Thanks to everyone who send me a message. I was going crazy..

 

[StarryStarry]

Thanks to everyone who send me a message. I was going crazy..

How are you feeling now? This site is the greatest thing since sliced bread. It's so nice to have people who honestly care about you as a person with no judgment. You can pm me any time you need to Eddy! I'm here for ya!

 

[Eddypaddy]

thank you i will

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Entire thread is sus.

 

[Eddypaddy]

Entire thread is sus.

i dont know what you mean by that but the thread made calm down. im really thankful

 

[StarryStarry]

Entire thread is sus.

I can tell you that I am here for the right reason. How can you tell is someone is sus?

 

[divine4u2b]

I can tell you that I am here for the right reason. How can you tell is someone is sus?

Help me out on that ... what's sus stand 4?

 

[StarryStarry]

Help me out on that ... what's sus stand 4?

I think it means suspect - someone who is on this site to snoop.

 

[darkwater]

dude, are you still here? talked to you some weeks ago, feels weird. Last seen yesterday.

snoop

nah I talked to him a lot, I dont think so. Did he got he deleted by mods or by himself/family members?
He told me he want to end himself over a girl.

Told me that he wants to take his life on his birthday so that his parents do not have two days of mourning. I hope that he found someone who wrote with him in the last moments.

If you do change your mind I wish you luck sometimes you find something worth living for even if it takes a few years.